Tuesday, September 29, 2009

I'm tired. Not physically, but mentally.

I know you care and concern for me. I know you are worried for my health especially with such a health condition. I know I should rest enough. But, seriously, I'm really trying. Sometimes, it is just not within my control and that I really have to complete my work on time.

To be honest, I'm very tired. For everyday, you always talk about me sleeping late bad for my health. Always telling me that you wonder that I should actually study this. Always telling me that, after 4 years, my health will deteriorate.

Before I make decision of whether to go LASALLE or Australia. You say that, if I go Australia, I wouldn't know how to take care of my own health and my health will deteriorate etc. You prefer me to remain in Singapore to study.

Now, I decide to make my choice to LASALLE and study something I like. Yet, now, you are telling me this all over again.

I'm thinking, if that's the case, what you want me to do?

I keep rushing (and stressing) myself to complete my work. I keep looking at the clock ticking away when it is already mid-night. But how? If I don't complete my work on time, everything is going to pile up, and it's gonna be worst.

I really don't know how. I try to explain to you last time, but, it doesn't seems to make a difference.


Tired. Tired.

Every time this happens, I blame myself for being born with this problem. If I don't have, I don't have to worry so much. And you don't have to worry and feel so helpless.

I am supposed to enjoy myself since this is what I will love to do. But am I getting all kinds of pressure.


Why?

Monday, September 28, 2009

Time to switch our mode to 'BUSY', people. Time for assignments to start pouring in. Time for late late nights.


But,
where's the time for relaxation?


GOSH.

Saturday, September 26, 2009

Great. 1 week of my so-called break, is going to end soon, without much shopping and photo-taking done.


Everyday is about going to school, completing work.


And the best is, I still can't complete my work.



DIE

Thursday, September 17, 2009

7 Weeks in LASALLE. Late stays in Friday (Till night) to complete 2D drawing/painting.

With 1 hell week of completing sketchbooks and assignments for review, breaking my record of sleeping at 2am to 4am in the morning (with less than 4 hours of sleep). And having my brain totally dead and not functioning properly.

And finally! We had been waiting for that 1 week of no-school project week. And finally, we can just that week to re-charge ourselves. And FINALLY, I can have some spare time to relax.

MOVIE. SHOPPING. ESPECIALLY!

School life is hectic, yet fun, with a group of funny and weird people around me. (:




I TRACED the picture. Only colouring is done by me.



This is still-life drawing. Hui Ping's doll kill me for 3 hours with butt-ache and frustrated hand. (And my drawing still turn out looking shitty)



3D assignment. Making my face's 3D!! We camped at Changi Airport T1 for half-day doing this.


3D campers. (:
Wen Siang, Me, Peter



I love this aura-ish effect. Thanks Siang (my guy twinny! haha!)! That's his cap by the way.





Ja!

Tuesday, September 08, 2009

HECTIC LIFE.

Weekend burn.

No Life.



Wish me good luck.




(But anyway, I still love school (: )