Monday, April 28, 2008
Monday, April 21, 2008
Let's sigh....
"It's just another week, again."
My life is just yet, another boring life. Everyday, working is equivalent to slacking. Ocassionally, there will be some assignments to do but I just always get them done quickly and after that, stone in this little cubicle of mine. And after that, I will find something to draw on my almost 1 cm-thick booklet of recycle paper.
I feel like a shy mole, always hiddenly in its molehill, not knowing what's happen outside. I can't possible go around knowing other people and just 'Hey! Wassup?'. People may think I'm nuts.
Sometimes, I do feel isolated, althought I had two new lunch buddies. But still, the feeling isn't the same with hanging out with people of a closer age group.
Last week, I saw many groups of freshies hanging around Tampines Mall, walking excitedly in their school orientation shirt. It just made me reminisce those good-o-days with full of laughters, that I had once gone through. And time is indeed cruel, just a flick of its invisible fingers, 3 years just gone! What a meanie. *tsk tsk*
I'm so much looking forward to Graduation Ceremony, yet at the same time, I hope that day never come. As it will officially mark the end of my polytechnic life, perhaps (THE WORST) my academic life.
Haiz. These two months, are period where I seriously go through lots of emotional and psychological setbacks.
SAVE ME PLEASE.
Saturday, April 12, 2008
Just a thought in my mind since morning....
My block is selected to undergo some lift upgrading programme, which means next time the lift will be just right outside my doorsteps. It's so much of a convenient as I will reach my home doorsteps after being tired for one whole day out, especially for such a pig person like me.
But, the thought of the cons put the word 'convenient' off my mind.
I like the sounds of footsteps of neighbours walking up and down the stairs, making some noise. For at least, the corridor wouldn't be so quiet, and there's some movement around. But with a lift that stops at every level, right outside our door. I can't quietness of the common corridor. Not just that, there will be less interaction with neighbours living at the other side. In this society, everyone is always busy with their life, doing their own things. Common corridor and common lift is where we see our neighbours, know how they are doing, etc. Even though, it's just a simple 'Hi' and 'Hello' greeting.
Knowing about this lift upgrading programme, I can't help but start to imagine the stairs outside my house, will be quieter. The whole block will have less movement. Even quieter, even eerie, in fact, even danger at night?
I don't know. Just some thoughts and it's so uneasy to keep it in myself. Voice it out man!
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Anyway, yesterday I made my first entrance into a wine bar. And I drank sparkling water in there. Sound dumb. But, I really can't drink alcoholic drink, so..I just chose that item and ya, it's the cheapest. Wahaah. Cheapo!
Shall wait for more pictures to be send to me.
Past one, two days I was slacking in office after completing the MAC report. And I started to doodle. And I was being caught by my supervisor. Luckily she's a nice lady. But still...never take someone's NICE-ness for granted.
Don't yell at me if your name ain't there, because I don't dare to continue drawing after kenna caught. Perhaps I will continue to do so...in my lunck break. Muahaha..
Thursday, April 03, 2008
Flu, Dry throat, Sore throat.
Typically sick bug that always love to strike me.
Air conditional working place just make my throat and nose feel even more worst. OMG. I feel so terrible...Awwwww.
Yesterday I read a newspaper article on a guy died while playing the dancing machine, due to heart failure. Reasons: Not enough sleep (sleep in 1,2 am in the morning and worked up early the next day for work etc etc).
OMG. Despite my mum's nagging, I still sleep late. Now, I better listen to my mum after reading this article. I still want to have a fruitful life. I thought through, DIE is just so STUPID. I still got many things, yet to achieve.
- I want to train myself in playing guitar. Seriously, I hope I can be a professional guitarist one day and earn money from here...
- I hope to learn other musical instruments like drums, electric guitar...
- I want to earn big bucks!
- I want to find out my strengths. (I still don't know what I'm really talented in. =.=)
- I want to overcome my low-confidence.
- I want to be healthy, and lead a normal life like any others.
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Yes. I must be strong...with so many supports from love ones and friends. (:
I swear. And scold me IF I ever had that stupid thoughts again.