Tuesday, November 27, 2007
刚才，再翻看以前和朋友拍的照片，突然不知不觉地问自己，“咦！？以前真的有这样的事发生哦！”尤其是在看和CPF同事的合照，就有一点难想象我自己的却有在CPF工作。
有好多时候，好想倒流时间，再去回温那一段时间所发生的事，再去珍惜一切。
但。。时间就像子弹列车。而美好的时光，温馨的那一刻，很遗憾的就跟时间，一瞬间，就不见了。
所以呢，有时，我就一直一直不断地告诉自己，“一定要珍惜所有的人，尤其是那些非常关系我的人。”但有时也会问问自己，要怎样去‘珍惜’才是我们所为讲的‘珍惜’呢？
光着说也没用，要以行动来表现。
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今天，和朋友聊一聊时，她说“我们有个约定，对吗？就是五或十年后，我们几个好朋友要再聚会。”
那时，我在想，“五或十年后的我，会在哪里？会怎么样？”更悲观的 “那时，我还会在吗？”。
在读这一段的你，一定很想骂我，“干吗那么悲！？！乐观一点！”
因为，昨天我得到一个消息，我的课外活动的学长，刚刚因为中署而去世。在医院与死神斗了一个星期。年龄二十岁。假设自己是学长的好朋友，刚毕业不久，突然间好朋友去世。 万一，他们也一样，有个约定，五年后再聚在一起。那种心情，千万个字，都无法形容。
所以呢，不要等五年后！ 要每一个月。哈哈！
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搞什么嘛！把气氛弄得那么emo。:)
Monday, November 26, 2007
Stress has caused me to be
crazy
lazy
irritated
speak 'amazingly'. By pronouncing 'fat melts' into 'mat felts';
And to have
bad facial complexion with pimples popping out soon
eye bags
What a hectic life now.
Thursday, November 22, 2007
TOday, my functionality for thinking is abit wrong. Blur-bug just struck on me during Pdm practical. Now, I shall list what I had done.
-I melted butter in a super hot pot, and the butter went splattering like some firecrackers, and leave half the stove oily.
-I on the wrong stove, and the edge of the tissue paper on the wrong stove caught fire. Luckily Shu Jie was beside to put off the fire. Otherwise, I will hit the headlines in newspaper tomorrow.
-I burnt the onion, celery and carrot in the first trial of the formulation.
and the list goes on...
OH wonder my team-mates almost got heart attack. Haha.
Monday, November 19, 2007
我们彼此告诉自己，给彼此多一点时间。
但是，现在的我，抱着一个从来没有那么慌，那么害怕的心情。
我自认我的心不是那么的坚强。万一。。。万一到头来，这只是一个美丽的童话，一个不真实的梦，那我会怎么做？
从来没有这样的经验，感觉，好像刚出生的婴儿，什么都不知道。
算了。不要去想那么多。
Sunday, November 18, 2007
Recently, I'm hooked to this song
- Nickelback Lyrics
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Wednesday, November 14, 2007
Just now, I was discussing with HanPing on counting down of the numbers of months to graduate. I don't even what will actually happen to me. The first question come to my mind, 'Will I graduate?
However, I can't imagine the life after graduating.
-I can't imagine life without school. No lectures. No tutorial.
-I can't imagine not having lunch with my best friends daily.
-I can't imagine without having my friends around with me daily.
-I can't imagine the time without laughters from my friends.
-I can't imagine days without silly actions from my friends
I just can't imagine what will actually happened to that. Seriously.
I'm gonna to miss everyone, every bits of them, very very very very much.
Friday, November 09, 2007
Sometimes I feel that my health is getting not any better. My mum always nag at me that something will happen to me if I continue to have late sleeps. Yes, I'm a stuborn bull. I always refused to listen to my mum despite knowing my own condition. Coz, sometimes I hope that I can just ignore my health signal and be like a normal person.
I feel scared sometimes, wondering what will actually happened to me someday. Like today, I just stood at same area for some time, and I began to feel tired. I wonder is it because of the crowd? Or I drank tea. Yea. Another stuborn action. Tea isn't good for me, but I still drink it sometimes.
Few days ago, I walked around the school, climbing up some stairs, and I'm out of breath. Is this because my bag is heavy or I don't have much stamina?
If something really happen to me, do I deserve it? I didn't take care of myself even though knowing the consequences.
But still, I trust myself. My mum says, fleshy face means got 'Fu'. I got 'Fu'. I can go through any difficulties. This is just a test for me. god will bless me (:
Wednesday, November 07, 2007
Do you believe in Horoscope? Well, some people may think that those are craps. However, at certain times and certain day, horoscope tends to be kind of true. And it also seems to voice out what you're thinking in your mind.
I read my horoscope yesterday, and it opened up my mind. I'm awake from the dream, and back to reality. It certainly voiced out what I have been thinking all the while, with a piece of advice. Now, I shall just let the time decide and I trust fate. (:
Work has been piling up like mountains for me. I got so much workload to do now. Let me strive this semester and everything will end in a nice way I hope.
Tomorrow is Deepavali Day. I shall have a good night sleep after turning in at wee hours for the past few days. And also try to clear some loads. That's shall be my task tomorrow. I better take good care of myself. I shall endure (: