Friday, August 31, 2007

I want to start changing my mindset from today.

Learn to appreciate every single things, people and living objects around.
Learn not to mind about what other people think of me.
Be myself. Do whatever I want (if it makes sense and realistic).
Stay positive all the time.

For all I know, I will not know what will happen in the near future.

For now, I want to meet my goals, till May next year.

Sunday, August 19, 2007

Happy Birthday Han Ping!


Birthday girl in PINK!

Sometimes staying in office is just so damn bored, especially when certain websites are being banned from accessing few days ago. Everyone start to meddle with Paint.
No doubt. My itchy fingers start clicking the mouse on Paint with all sort of funny doddling.

My so-called painting, especially the flowers and snails, are defined as cute and look like kindergarden drawings! (: So all kindergardens listen up, there's a talented art teacher here! -big grins-

A random picture from my HP

I wonder how CJC's principle will feel if he/she saw this picture. MY cutie lame brother was so lame to the extend that he stuffed a cushion under his shirt and spray that smiley face, using water on his shirt. But I can't help to agree, it look cute. hahaha.



As an owner of this blog, of couse I got to show my face occasionally.

Good Day! Monday blues tomorrow.

Thursday, August 16, 2007

I miss my...
Jeans
Confident
Slacker life
School life
Friends
Myself

Owwww.....

Wednesday, August 15, 2007

Mankind are so fickle-minded. One moment they want this, and the other moment they want that.
Just like what I'm thinking now. Wanting to have a job when slacking. And wanting to quit when working.
To be true, it isn't a hell to work, and plus having extra money in your pocket. Will also able to get around with people, laughing around. But that seems to be just the superfical of me now.

Where's my life I wonder sometimes. Feeling the stress bar leveling up each day, each time improvement comments were given. Higher expectations from myself [perhaps from anyone] convert into stress in me, till I don't even dare to breath properly when I talk.


To sound nice, I'm such a poor thing now.

To sound bad, I'm such a loser.

I need a shrink soon. Psychological barriers. Being too fearful.

I don't even know if I sound logic now.

Thursday, August 09, 2007

All I want now is
a bottle of confidence with mixture of courage, a drop of tear-less solution, a pair of big ears and clear ear passage way, and a mind full of super-power memory cells. And not to forget, an ultimately pleasant soothing voice.



Happy National Day Singapore!

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Saturday, August 04, 2007

I'm in a 'NO LIFE' mood. Everything is just so sucky around me. Damn afternoon mood swings. ARGH. I have to struggle for another 1 month plus and I swear I don't want to do again. A slow learner like me, is making her own life like shit.

I just want to go back to school now.

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