Friday, June 29, 2007

Current Status: Completion of SIP in MFRD.

3 months is neither long nor short. But within these 3 months, lots of memories and fun are being filled almost to the brim. I haven't reach the standard where I'm really so closed to my colleagues that anything under the sun can be our topic.
But still, I can feel their friendliness and warm towards me. The teases and stuff.

Perhaps I'm too emotional. I broke down 3 times. Haha. It's not that I don't bear to leave them. But I hate the feeling of leaving people, especially seeing their warm smiles, hugs and regards. My tear glands just activated automatically. Haiz.

After so many thanks in the card and through verbally, I seriously still want to THANKS them. I just like small company. It's easier to remember everyone.
Norman (supervisor), Ira, Chevonne, Kian Heng, Catherine, Joey, Mr Lam, Jesscy, Hui Yi, Lu Hsia, Gracia, Vijay, Mr Yeap, Deborah, YL, Mr Toh, Mrs Tan, Supahart and the two aunties.
Everyone is such a nice and friendly person.
Thanks them for the 3 farewell dinners.
Thanks for the presents. Especially Deb, Chev and Joey. I was totally shock when they gave me a present. It was quite unexpected. Hehe.
Thanks for the laughters, teases.
Thanks for tasting my PRODUCT. [wahaha]

There are about 100 'Thank you' I wanted to say out to everyone. Hehe.


First farewell dinner. Suppose for Gracia who is flying to Syndey to study her master. But they treated us as well.


I liked this stairway. Like the sound of my shoe, stepping down the stairs.


The library. Smell of books make me SMARTER~~ haha


Charissa and my cubicle in office.


The pond where I relaxed myself by looking and feeding the fishes. Haha. Those greedy fishes. Tsk Tsk.


From left: Deborah, Me, Joey and Chevonne.


I love this part of the journey to MFRD. The long, straight road at Choa Chu Kang Rd. It is meant for emergency landing for airplanes. Hence the road is especially long, straight and wide. I like the feeling because, it feels that the journey is very smooth and there are not obstacles. You feel so free, without any barriers/stress on you. You can do anything you want without worrying so much. I like that feeling. SO RELAX.

So all for now. I'm going to get more pictures from Deb and Jesscy...muahaha

Tuesday, June 19, 2007

I got this cute picture to show.


Isn't this cute! REAL bunnies in a pet shop @ Bugis. SO furry.

Ah, we got a chance to have a glimpse of this special form of transportation.
Ta-Ta...

Cool ya? I wonder how this was being make.


Today is a special day, because I had this task;
To receive the delegates at Changi Airport
with one of my colleauge of course.

It was such an exciting, and of course a race against time. All the flights in the afternoon were being brought forward, and while waiting for delegates from one countries, the other had landed. To make things worst, some were in T1 and in T2 as well.
I received Indoesian delegates alone. My goodness. You can imagined that heart-beating moment. Waiting seriously just make people even more nervous. Worst, the luggages were out but some delegates were just taking their own time in the custom.
Just make me even MORE nervous. For one moment, I thought I'm going to faint. Phew~
Over nervousness. Consequences? Two pimples of the day.
So all the day, I just kept smiling, shaking hands with the delegates, told them some informations and BYE BYE as they boarded the taxi.

What an exciting day.

Wednesday, June 13, 2007

今天在地铁上，看到一个小小的情景；一只小虫被人踢而六脚朝天。 但它却一直费力气把自己翻回来。
看到那个小生命，好辛苦的样子。我于是不忍心，用我的纸巾把它抓起来，放在空的纸巾袋。然后找垃圾桶，把它放回去。
这时我就想，小生命那么坚强。我这的大个子，竟然哭得不像样。真惭愧。

Monday, June 11, 2007

现在的我，好像失去了乐观的灵魂。现在的心情，好像四处乱跑的蚂蚁，很杂乱。

带着深重的心情。就算做了多少的心理准备，最后还是无法控制自己的泪水。

沉默的时候，就一直想，为什么是我。

心里会有一种内疚感，"为什么带那么多的负担给家人？带来那么多麻烦，让他们担心，烦恼。”

好无奈。好空虚。好害怕。。。

尽管我怎么想，该来的，总会来。那一天，很快就要来临。这是事实，无法逃避的事实。为了自己有一个平凡的未来，这事实，是我应该勇敢面对的。

就某人所说的，短痛不如长痛。

嗨。。。

求佛拜神， 保佑我。

好朋友，不要担心，我没事的。

Sunday, June 10, 2007

Today, I don't feel like describing what's up with me. I only have mood to put pictures. Hahaha. SO, let's cut it short and see the pictures.

Vivocity with GANG last saturday (2June'07), after campus discussion and Food Safety. GOing back to school to meet friends, is still as good. =)

I seriously want to recommend this BIG bowl of noodle.

Not order by me of course. I'm not a spicy-lover. But i got a BIG shock when the waitress gave this BIG bowl of noodle to Aeng. I think Alesia and ShuJie got a shock as well, since they had similar order. Haha.





It's ok to have some SLIGHTLY blur picture occasionally. Cause somehow it makes the picture look nice as well. NO focusing on the pimple/zits/oily face.




Butt fever. Haha


We had found an ultimately good way of taking photo, especially for a big group of approximately 6 to 8 people. NO need to ask people to help us in photo taking, because most of them will end up awakard as we are too shy to make funny faces in front people. SO, the best prop ever, you can just find them in any shopping malls.
ESCALATOR.



Ah. I'm taking 2 days leave from my SIP. haiz.

Sunday, June 03, 2007

I finally let myself out today. Feeling at least better than before, but not on the road on total ownself yet.
I think, this moment is the most depressed me.

Let's hope for better days ahead for me. I shall take in advices from people around me, and make a better change in myself and my actions.
Hope I can do it.


=)
Thanks; whoever that had concern for me.