Monday, April 09, 2007

Jia Wen is BUSY in her SIP. Everyone seems busy.

Yet, I'm BORED and doing nothing.
First day of SIP, I concluded, FEAR AND WORRY. These two are something that keep wondering around in my mind now.
I don't know is there something wrong with me, something wrong with my EQ or communication skills. I think I can't communicate. Or rather, I don't dare to communicate. SP students are also in the company doing their final week of SIP. I keep seeing them, seems to be so occupy. And yet, I'm sitting in the office cubicle. Not knowing what to do. I asked my supervisior before lunch if he got anything for me to do. He says no. So well, I just sit and read the thin copy of fish processing bookfor several times. After lunch, I stonned again. Look at that book again. ONly till around 2pm or so, one of the colleague asked me to help the others to do some 'spring cleaning' in the chemistry lab.

And after that, I back in the cubicle AGAIN.

FIRST DAY OF SIP. ANd I feel I ruin the impression. I don't know. BUt I feel I'm not interacting with most of the colleagues. Except for the introducing session which took place, in the early of the day.
I guess I just need to reflect on my interpersonal skills.



Hope tomorrow will be a better day.