Sunday, March 19, 2006

YaYa! I'm stupid. I'm useless. I know nothing! I only know how to eat, play, sleep. That's all! Happy!?

I only don't know how to read the 'feet' scale of the ruler, and I get a hell scolding from you?! I really don't know how to read! What you expect me to say!? It didn't occur me to say that it was around 12 or what. And you scold me like as if I just did something very bad. I choose to remain silent. because I know I will still get scold no matter. You will still nag and nag. WHATEVER. I'm USELESS. 18-yr-old poly student still don't know how to read scale. Ya. STUPID, this is me.

STOP recalling about the thing in hospital. My mood for the day was real down. I believe you know, my face was so black and I'm quiet most of the time. I just said 'don't want. you go and give it yourself'. And till now, you still like unhappy about me. Ok. I forget. I'm useless. Even a small thing like passing the form to the nurse, I also don't want to do. Ok. I'm useless and STUPID.

I declare. I'm the most STUPID person ever.
Sometimes I really hate myself. Thinking why am I born at all, with so much problems, be it my own health or anything. Haiz. This is fate. I must have done sinful deeds in my past life. This is my retribution