Wednesday, September 21, 2005

I HATE CHECK-UP!! But, it's for my own good.

Please. Allow me to be healthy. Hopefully my heart will be alright.

I'm very scare, after what the doctors say. i saw my mum's eyes after the check-up. I can tell that, she look very worry.

Hopefully the valve in my heart will remain like what IT IS NOW. I don't want the gap to be wider. I don't want another operation. It's scary.

Pain? i don't know. But, just now I thought of the days after my operation, it freak me out. I don't want.

I just want to be healthy. Like any of my friends. But, why can't I?