Sunday, August 28, 2005

Finally, I found my lost earring. Phew, so happy. i like that fishy earrings. Heart ache if I lost it.

I bought a new pair of earrings yesterday at bugis village. It's blue and is as letter 'S'.

I can't stand it anymore! [WHAT?] THE CLOTHES! OH man! Those clothes that I saw in bugis village are so beautiful! I want them all! HAHA. BUt, so sad, too bad, I'm not allow to buy anymore! OH man. I'm sick of my clothes now. Always recycle wearing those clothes. SO bored! i want some new clothes! Argh.

I like the new PMK skirt and tank top. The colours are so nice! Feel like buying it someday. But timid me, don't want nagging from my mother. Haiz. But I DECIDE, just a few more wouldn't die bla? Haha.

Friday, August 26, 2005

Hm, my blog is a little dusty. So I'm here to clean the 'dust'. ok. Hope it's clean now, before anyone sneeze! I know, i'm being lame. But can't let me start this post differently? Well, whatever. Haha

Exam is coming soon. I wonder what I had been studying/learning. Have been slacking alot in poly. I think because there isn't any assessment books or whatever worksheets for me to do unlike in secondary school! I really hate to read lecture notes just like that! i want to do some writing. Otherwise I will doze off during my reading of lecture notes. How am I going to score well if I'm going to slack like that!? Been telling myself to study, but got hooked by computer. OH man!

I'm sick again! For these few months in poly, this is the seocnd time I'm sick! Never been sick so much in the past. Well, it's because, *drums beat*, I sleep late at night. That's why my body resistance is so much lower than before. It's all the COMPUTER FAULT! I'm hooked by it! Ok. Stop pushing the blame to the computer girl! Blame myself. No one can control me, not even this computer or my parents. IT's ME! Myself, my brain that controls my every moves. But my brain told me to continue using the computer. Stupid brain. HAHA -> also means that I'm stupid too. OH well..
1 + 1 = 3. YEAY. lame

Something funny happened yesterday! HAHA. OH ya. I can't stop laughing after that. HAHA. Luckily MY BRAIN IS ABLE TO CONTROL THIS MOVE. Lolx.Uh uh. NOt telling. Because it's only meant for a few people to know. So, this sentence, 'for me to know, for you to find out', isn't working here. Haha.

OH ya, Teachers' Day is coming soon. Wanting to go back to bartley to visit my lovable teachers! HAHA. BUT, I got lecture in the afternoon! So, might have to go in the morning and rush back for lecture. Miss all my friends! Hope will get to see them when I go back there. Haha. Hope everyone is doing fine. =) *cheers*

End here for now. Wish everyone all the best for their exams.

Friday, August 19, 2005

Woah! Today I have my formal presentation. Well, I think I had done it quite ok, based on the feedbacks from my friends. All agree that I presented it quite well, just that...


I'm too FAST

I think it's my habit. I tend to speak very fast when I'm nervous, or rather, when I speak english. I tried my very best to slow down from the start of my speech, but, I'm still to fast. Thanks to jiawen and huinee, they give me sign to tell me to slow down, and I saw it. But I still hope that my speech last for at least 2minutes plus!? I feel that my part was kind of short. Very short, if compare to others. Just because I spoke too FAST

Old problem.

Think I will have a hard time to change this habit! Argh.

Ya. Below is a picture of my group! Hey. We look cool, don't we? Do we look like some lawyers? businesswomen/man? Insurance agents? Haha. But my face expression look weird. My face is so fleshy! Oh man.



Anyway, 5566 third album is out in stores today! Shu Jie and me went to Tampines Mall after OBC tutorial to buy the cd. Haha. So happy~

Monday, August 15, 2005

Had headache today. I think maybe is because I went into the air-con tutorial room straight away, after walking in the sun, and feeling warm. PLus today i wore sleevless. No wonder get headache.

Till now, my head still feel abit funny.

I took a short nap during Maths tutorial. That's was when I can't stand my headache anymore. I just lie on the table and rest. Just for 15 minutes. But I feel like I'm at home sleeping. LOLX.

i think my body resistance is getting lower. Always sleep so late at night. Haiz.

OH ya, I joined AS sub-committee today. Erm, need to go through the interview first, which is on this thursday. I think, around 10 people from my class joined. Lolx. I don't intend to join. Don't feel like. No idea why. Maybe because of the interview? I don't know why, but I'm scare of having interview. Just feel that I will not go through it.

Friday, August 12, 2005

Derrick is out! He's out! I know he will be out tonight. But, I just don't want him to out! I want Wei Jian vs Junyang!
But, fate just want derrick to be out. I'm damn sad now. I'm crying. Crying. Wei Jian has got potiental. It's really a pity that he's out.
Hope after his NS, he will be able to continue moving towards his dream of stardom. I hope one day, he will cut an album after NS.

To Wei Jian, Don't be sad! I know you try your best last night. The competition is getting stronger. It's very good that you are in Top 3 for men. You have the potiental, the talent. I believe you have a good future ahead. Don't give up despite of the failure. One failure doesn't mean anything. LEarn from your mistakes and be even better! We fans will be looking forward for your future performances. WEi Jian! Jia you!

Thursday, August 11, 2005

Next week. Tough week for me. Guess what?

PIPC Lab Test on Tuesday, 4 Quizes from Tuesday to Thursday] and formal presentation on Friday!

Argh. Exams coming, no choice. I just have to work harder!

That's life for me. Haha.

Wish me good luck bla. Hope I can survive through these tough days.

I want to wish everyone who is receving O level Mother Tongue results, A BIG GOOD LUCK! That's goes to my friends too!
AH, time flies very fast. LAst time, at this period, I was the one getting the result. Now, my friends. NExt year will be my brother. Then my counsins. etc etc. And soon, everyone suddenly become adult. Bla Bla. Haha
Actually thinking about it, I really really MISS my secondary scool days! I MISS THOSE MEMORIES SO MUCH! How I wish I can turn the time back. But, even though I turn back the time, I will still have to be what I am now. Hm, we have to look ahead of us. NOt keep turning back! LEt these be part of our Sweet memories...Hehe. Some sweet, some bitter. Lolx. Oh, Am I eating chocolate?

Wednesday, August 10, 2005

Argh. Tomorrow there's HAP test.
But nothing get into my mind. I wonder how am I going to do the quiz tomorrow.

Tuesday, August 09, 2005

Happy 40th Birthday to Singapore

Today is a Public holiday. Ah, so what. Haha

I still have to study HAP for that quiz this coming thursday! This is a REALITY that I can't escape from!

I hate to take out my HAP notes and book to read! I hate it!

What's the point if you don't understand a single thing and you have to keep figure out what it means. I just make me feel so tired to do this. SO fed up.

Hope today will be a GOOD day for me to study this scary, horrible and difficult subject.

Bless me everyone. Haha. Hope my so-called mission for today will be, erm, success.

MY hand are also in pain after much twisting the cloth dry. Very DRY, for a many times. But never mind. at least the cupboard is free from dust! HAHA.

Ah. Tonight I can watch Shooting Stars.......Enjoy your day everyone!

Monday, August 08, 2005

Again, I saw him in business canteen. Again.

Last monday, I saw him at business canteen. At around 11.05am. He was eating food from the western stall.

Today, Monday, all these repeat again. Concidence isn't it?

He said 'hi' to me. Finally he OPENED his mouth, and finally I heard his voice saying 'Hi' to me, instead of just doing actions, showing 'hey, wassup!'

Yes. Happy I must be. But, if not because of Huinee, he would have just walked pass me after greeting JW.

Maybe I'm not initative enough?

I don't know.

WOnder what Huinee did? After JW said 'Hi' to him and vice versa, he just continue to walk, but Huinee stopped him by saying to him, 'Why never say 'Hi' to Shanlyn?'. And then, he only said 'Hi' to me.

Ya. Just a 'Hi'. No big deal. But, it means a lot to me! HAHA. Ok. Whatever

Hope I'm thinking too much. But, why he is always so 'cool'? I really hope he will do what he did at the sentosa there. But he is so different now. Perphaps, I just think too much. Haiz.

BUT

ONE BIG PERSON STANDING AT THERE, He still can't saw me ah!? Funny. He purposely ignore me la. Haha.

Ok. Whatever. Don't know if I should be happy or sad. OR just be ignorant about it.

I don't know.

I miss him lots. Haiz.






Mushy eh? LOLX. Ok. Let me be crazy, love maddness or whatever.

don't worry, I'm perfectly fine. HAHA

Friday, August 05, 2005

Cheers for AA13! Our first CCN day in TP is a success!!

All fondues were being sold out! HAha.

Althought we had so-called difficulties in selling during the first hour, [as most booths are selling chocolate fondue or anything related to chocolate], but we didn't give up! We strive till the end and sold all. Haha

Enjoy myself, but tired too. My toes were pain as I keep standing and walking around.

But then, I'm kind of disappointed. He didn't come to my booth. Haiz.

Tuesday, August 02, 2005

I hate myself for being shy. It wouldn't kill for just going over to say 'hi' to him or merely just to walk pass him. But for whatever reason, I don't know why I'm so shy and wants to avoid him, despite of the fact that I want to know more about him.

Haiz. Why is that so?

My friends create chances for me to say 'hi' to him. But, I choose not to. I ran away.

Am I stupid?

Or,

Am I just shy? No confident?
Is that why I avoid him?

I'm so happy when I saw him. Yet, I feel so scare to sit near to where he is sitting. Maybe, I'm just worry that I wouldn't be able to have my lunch properly. Haha. Guess what, I might be looking at him all time. Or I might just have difficulties to swallow my food. Haha.

Think about it. I'm kind of regret. I keep scolding myself; why choose to walk down from that stairs?, why can't I follow my friends and walked pass him? His back will be facing us anyway., why this...why that...

But

I guessed. It's over. No use crying, regretting over it. I just let a good chance, slip away. Haiz.

ALl of my friends were telling me, 'there are many girls in TP. You must take action! What if he got a girlfriend? Then how?'. I just said, 'Then, let it be. What I can do?'

I believe if he really do, I guess, I will cry.

Haiz