Saturday, May 28, 2005

Ok. This post shall start without a title as I can't think of one.

Hm, yesterday was Bartley's sports day. Well. Hm, I indeed saw someone that I don't really wish to see. But anyway, no harm seeing him right? I had no feelings for him anymore. But, I got to admit, he ran really fast yesterday for his class 4x100m run. Lolx.

Ok. Let's talk about what happened before the Sports Day. Well, AA13 had tutorial in the morning, from 9am to 11am, for this particular subject called, Communication Skills for Applied Science. CSAS for short. Just from the look of the subject TITLE, it's kind of obvious that this subject require us to do some speaking and stuff like that. Sad to say, yes, it is. Haha.

I can get real nervous when I speak in front of a group of people, even my class. So nervous, sometimes my tongue will be like as if it is being tied and can't pronoun a word properly. Ah. I think I need to overcome this fear. Haha. Yesterday was the first lesson for this subject. So, the usual thing. Introduce ourself, one by one. Lucky for me, my tutor, who is Mrs Sumathi, decided to start calling the names from the last to the first. I'm the second in my class name list. Which means, I'm the second last to talk.

Ah, one by one, my classmates came and stood in front of the class and introduced themselves. I observed what they said and how they did it. When it's my turn, erm, I don't feel very very very nervous when I'm standing in front of the class. But when I opened my mouth to speak, that nervous just came. My voice was kind of tremble. But I think I trying to calm myself down, try to make my voice not to tremble to much. My body was also trembling, but HuiNee said no? Maybe I moved my hands around. So, I don't look that bad. I started off by saying my name and the secondary school I'm from. Then I talked about my CCAs in Bartley. Well, surprisingly, my classmates laughed when I talked about choir. Hm, because I said that 'I don't intend to join Choir at all. But my teacher forced me too.' Then everyone laughed. I feel abit more relax, not so tense. Because, this shows that I can make them laugh! HAHA. At least, I wouldn't feel so weird, that I'm talking and everyone just looked at me, that kind? Ya. I feel more relax. Maybe, abit more confident! =)
Maybe for people like me, need to attend such lessons. To build up my confidence and stuff. Honestly speaking, I'm kind of low confident. Especially when come to speaking to group of people in English. It's even worst when I was much younger, I mean, when I was in secondary school? Ya. So, I gonna to improve that. However, compared to last time, I much much more better. LASt time, I spoke real real soft. Now, it's louder and better. Hehe. Huinee also said that I spoke very well. Haha. Hope that will increase my confidence!

Ok. After that tutorial, both huinee and I went to the IT lab to do the PIPC1 e-learning. It only took us 10 minutes? As we just fill in the blanks. It was like so fast and we can't go to Serangoon stadium yet! It would be very early. SO, we went to bedok reservoir. HAha.

It was very peace there and we sat on grass, listen to songs, took photos, etc. Sound romantic. I know. But we are not lesbians. Don't get it wrong. Just going there to spend our time and relax ourselves.
I managed to take one photo which is very beautiful I find.

Bedok Resevoir

Another

It was after the drizzle [spelling!?], and I realised that the water was blue and it just looked very beautiful, that's why I decided to capture this view. Haha. =]
Am I a good photographer? Wahaha. Just kidding.