Thursday, April 28, 2005

I miss..i miss..

Him

and

4E2 of 2004,

and,

the days the class spent together in the two years.

Haha. I don't know why am I like that. Few days ago, Huinee and me were chatting on phone, and we're chatting about funny incidents that happened in a classroom at Level 3, in Bartley Sec, sited at Circuit Road. [HAHA] We talked what Pratap did to those people who made alot of noise when we were having mock exam, and what Pratap and Qi Fong did in the broadwalk. It's pretty funny, and memorable. Those fun days. Haha. MAke me laugh really hard when I thought about it. Haiz. Humans are like that. When they were in Secondary school, they complained about the work and exams. But after graduating, you will find that, you actually missed those days and wish that times don't fly that fast, so you can stay in the school longer. That's what I'm feeling now. I'm looking foward towards going to TP too. But, will my class, or rather, the people around me, will be as funny as 4E2? I hope I can meet people like Qi Fong and Pratap, and maybe Kelvin too. Hey hey, don't get wrong ideas. IF you were in same class with them before, you will know why. Those guys can really brighten up the day. Make everyone laugh until tears flow out. Haha. I can't leave out Teresa and Mr Cheong, and MS Prema too. Now, both Mr Cheong and Ms Prema aren't in Bartley. Hm, I shall find one day and visit the both of them. Last but not least, how can I forget Xue min and Hui Ping!!?? HAHA. ALways wait for each other after school, always went to SIngapore Post. HEHE.

As we go about talking about those days, well, we never missed out talking about him. Yes, HIM! HAHA. SOmehow, I think about those incidents, even it's only we just walked by each other, or took the same bus, OR, meet in bus-stop. Those scenes are clearly, remembered. I think, I still have a winy tiny feeling for him? Maybe, I miss him? I keep thinking, 'DOes he still hate me?', 'How he thought of me actually', so on and so on. I have an urge to see him again. Now, I'm thinking again 'What will be his expression like when he saw me?', 'How shall I react when I saw him?' etc etc. Full of questions going around in my mind now. HAHA. But, those questions never seem to have an answer. A clear, proper and realiable answer.

I think about him more, especially afer watching GOOD LUCK! After seeing how Shinkai and Ogawa(I don't know the spelling. Pls correct me.) holded hands. HAHA. They are very cute and sweet! Haiz, those scenes keep flashing in my mind. Yes! I know what you are thinking now. You must be thinking, 'This girl is hoping these will be happen to her too!' Well, true enough. I know I'm abit of, daydreaming? Erm, think too much? Or whatever. But I ask you, which girl doesn't want a sweet/cute/romantic relationship? All GIRLS want that! In fact, I think boys do want also. Haha. COme on, can't I DREAM!? [oh, I dream, I can run...]

Ok, talk about something off topic. HAHA. SHINKAI!! Anyone watch Good Luck!? Shinkai, acted by Takuya Kimura, member of Japnese boyband SMAP. I was kind of 'mountain turtle', didn't know he is from SMAP! Didn't know he is MARRIED! Haha. I'm not that 'in' in Jap. But now, at least I know. Haha. MY computer can type chinese, but my blog can't view chinese! If can, I wil type out his name in chinese. Ok. IT is Mu4 Cun1 Tuo4 Zai1. Hope I can the Hanyu PinYing right. Still no idea? Ok, his picture!


Handsome right? This is a scene from the show GOOD LUCK! He look very nice in this hairstyle. Don't you agree with me?

Ok, come back to the topic. Haha. Haiz. I don't know. I really don't know why must I like him. You mean, he's neither nice nor handsome. Scold me, make me sad. Why I still fall for him? He don't get a damn about my existence, but I give a damn about his existence. I tried tried tried very hard to totally forget about. Totally forget about everything that involved him. But I can't. The moment I talked about SEconday school, it just naturally came into my mind. And, those thoughts just came back unknowingly. Plus, I had been listening to Sly's songs. It make me think even more.

There's one song called 'Dao4 Liu2 Shi2 Jian1' in his album. If I have the ability to do that, I want to go back to secondary school days again. =D

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