Tuesday, December 07, 2004

I'm confused, I'm frustrated, I'm worry. And I'm.....Haiz. Mixed feelings now. I don't know how I feel. TO be angry? Or to be sorry?

I don't know what going on. It seems that there are always misunderstandings. From the last time. And now. This time, well, I don't know

I don't understand why she get angry kind of easily over a small matter. As a friend, I will like to give her a piece of advice that, Please don't angry over one small matter. Even if you just angry for a short while, but honestly, other people will feel that you are petty. I'm not trying to say bad about you. I just hope that you can change this. If you choose to be angry with me again after you read this, I really have nothing to say. HOnestly.

And, I'm really sad that you are unhappy over my reaction after I knew that you support for Taufik. Yes, I did say 'How dare you'. But you know me for long. Do you think I will get angry or unhappy about this? If at that time, you assume that I mean my word, then, I'm disappointed.

And also, I don't understand why you say that on MSN on SAturday. What you mean 'You don't need to be like that'? Is it you think I'm ignoring you, and refuse to answer? IF that what you think so, I want to say. I wasn't ignoring you. Is just that I need some time to confirm where I will be going. Maybe you think that I'm giving excuse that 'my mum was asleep and I can't confirm'. Well, I'm not. As you know, I need my mum's permission before I can confirm everything. I think you should have know that by now.

HOnestly, I really don't know what you are thinking now. You can say you are disappointed in me. I'm also.

That's all I'm going to say. I feel that I did nothing wrong and I don't understand why you feel that way. Maybe I feel that it's better to let you know what I feel. That's all.

and also, I want to say that I have not change at all. Not at all.