Friday, September 03, 2004

well, she had saw the letter. phew, luckily she is not angry. i was so worry yesterday night, worry that she might get angry about wat i wrote in the letter. but luckily, no. but today she's weird in the morning. she was like very scared to see me leh. lyk as if i will eat her up like that. hahah. but now. it's ok. hope that the misunderstanding has totally clear. =)


i feel that, i'm not totally forget about him. i dunno why. i just dun want this. this morning before assembly, he came to the canteen and sat at the bench next to me. coz his friends are there. when he came, i felt that my heart somehow beats a bit faster. and when he sat next to me, i feel that my heart beat more and feel that my face is kind of blushing. erm...i dunno why. maybe i think too much. ileana then later told me that she saw him looking at me while i was doing my F&N homework. she also said that he seem to be looking at what i was doing. he also turned around and looked several times. well...i dunno. but i believe it is not what u all are thinking. i think u all must thought that 'hey, this guy got a thingy for you.' eh...if u all aren't thinking abt this, sorry for me being so buay hell bye (watever.) but i dun think so. coz he had dislike me right from the start when we first chat online. ya, i know. i believe he just hate the sight of me. always scold me 'irritating'. well..maybe i was really thinking too much.


haiz.....i keep telling my friend that he is not good. not worth to like. ha, but end up, i'm also like that. what to do? haiz.....very fan2 la!!
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maybe i should shut my mind of about this stuff. now prelim is coming. just concentrate on studies. well, that's all for today. see ya!