Sunday, September 19, 2004

2 down. social studies paper is over. science practical is over too. now left 1 week and don't know how many days (well, i'm lazy to check the time table) to end of prelim.

saturday is my science practical for prelims. i just got abit out of place during the practical. in fact, i'm always like that. always panicked and sweat alot. (the fans are not on at all!) when mock practical exam, i just usually sweat a lot. that's all. but saturday differnt, besides sweating, i burnt my index finger. well, i think just scald my finger only. mr cheong was right. do physics practical first, before chemistry. just in case got hurt somehow. and true enough, my poor index finger got hurt. *sniff* ahaha. actually i'm heating a substance in a test-tube. i heated the test tube until it become red-hot! i wanted to re-do it again because i think something was wrong. maybe i want to be fast. so i somehow got panicked and touch the hot area. and ouch...haha. ya, luckily enough, i dropped the test-tube on the table. it rolled, but i managed to catch it on time. jian ren looked very shocked when i drop the test-tube. haha. his expression--> 0.0. hhaa. ok. but the pain was inbearable! i had to tarhan the pain while continue doing the experience. i just to cry out. but i didn't. so paiseh. just cry over small matter. haha. *crybaby*

ok. today. i had to wake up early to acompany my brother to his tuition. he just started tuition today. so, both me and my brother will be having tuition at the same place. but differnt day. i will be on saturday and my bro, sunday. as today is his first day, i just waited for him at there, for 2 hours! i spent my time reading history. just read only. i didn't memorise. just can't concentrate. how can you concentrate if there is lesson in the living room. and you are at the living room studying. somehow, got distract. especially by the insect on the window that keep buzz-ing away. irritate my ears. haha. then the rest of the day, i kept so-call threatening my brother with the 'two hours' i had been waiting for him. haha. but this is just for fun.

again, i slacked today. i sleep alot nowdays. i will just fall asleep whenever i lie on the sofa. today, i did my F&N half-way and i fell asleep on the sofa. another TWO hours. haha. my time was wasted again. i don't feel like studying much nowadays. prelim is here. my revision wasn't really prepared. chemistry paper on wednesday, but not studied yet. history on thursday, also haven't studied. i think i'm going to do badly for prelim. all are last minute revision. i think i'm finish. my passion for studying is gone now. haiz. i don't know what my future will be like. *shrugs*. everyone, all sec 4 are now struggling to for prelim. revising and revising. but me, just laze around. haiz. help me!