Thursday, September 30, 2004

my cookies!
First Attempt: Fail

Number of cookies that got burnt: Almost all

Number of cookies suceeded: None I think.

Which area: bottom

Mood: Sad

Why: BEcause of my cookies!!

I'm so sad! First attempt fail. Haiz. Just so happy when the aroma came from the oven. Then the next moment, got smell of burnt cookies. This is just the first round.

Second round. I looked at the oven. Make sure no cookies are burnt. I also reduced the time. From 10 minutes to 8 minutes. THe instructions at the back of the cookies's mixture's package, it's say Pre time: 7 mins. Bake time: 10 minutes. =.=
But, 10 minutes. My cookies burnt. What is this!? Ok. let's continue. second round, 8 minutes up. Check cookies. some of it, the bottom got burnt. especiall those that are placed quite inside of the oven. others ok. but abit soft.

same for the 3rd round. But still burnt! What the hell! Haiz, never mind

AFter all cookies are baked, i check again. ALMOST ALL THE BOTTOM OF THE COOKIES ARE BURNT! How come? when I just removed it from oven, only a number of cookies got burnt. Haiz. And the cookies were soft. HOW COME!? I think I added too much water? I dunno.

I Dun CARE! I'm gonna to try again next time. Maybe reduce the time to 6 minutes? I dunno. HAiz.

I think I can't bake. Whatever I bake, either burnt or not fully baked.

Funny eh?

I think the oven don't like me. haha

Anyway, prelim is over. But I think I'm no going to do well. Oh well.

Picture of my cookies

Not really clear
Cookies

Monday, September 27, 2004

Haha, can't think of any title, so, just put any symbols on it. L0lz

Food & Nutrition paper today. The paper is ok bla. so-so. But I hope can pass. Because I don't know how to do two essays questions. I don't really understand some parts. So, I just write what I can remember. Hopefully can get a good score. Please!! BUt quite luckily, I had studied short crust pastry, and it did came out! Hooray! For that question, must score. Otherwise I kill myself. Spend hours memorising the whole thing. Haha. For a moment, I thought I would have forgot everything, luckily it didn't. ^^

Rain~ Rain~ Rain~. Just before, I think a few minutes before F&N paper ended, it rained! Oh! Can't it rained a bit later. But we had such fun. I shared umbrella with teresa. Then xiang and hui nee were in front of us. We went to the bus-stop in front of MacPherson Sec. Pools of water were everyone. People stepped into a pool of mud. But I stepped into a pool of leaves. L0lz. Actually, is a pool of water, then the fallen leaves floated on the surfaces of the water. I stepped into it, and my shoes were covered with leaves. Haha. Yay, Teresa had a great laugh. Haha . But what was funny is, Xiang and Hui nee actually ran after their bus, but in the end, didn't manage to catch up with the bus. Well, to you, you don't think it's funny. but both teresa and me had a good laugh, at them. We are mean eh? Haha. NAh, just kidding.

35 days to 'O' level

7 days to 'N' level

Oh man. 35 days. Time flies so fast.

7 days! Oh no! ileana and eclair arh! See the number of days! left 7 only! Better do well for 'N' level, and continued to study Secondary 5. NExt year I come back to take results, must see both of you hor!

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Have you ever wonder what your future will be? I think everyone has wonder before. O levels is coming soon. I keep wondering, what will my future be like. Will i be able to get good results? OR I will not *but choi!*? I always wonder, is the future already set for us since the day we were born? Or, do we have to make the 'future'? Ha, I think you all must have thought that I had watched too much of those celestial shows. Maybe.

People always say, 'Depends on fate.' or 'Let fate decide'. But I felt that, fate don't exists. Expect for those love thingy, or relationship between people. That's is really fate bla. In the world, there are so many billions of people, yet, some of us can meet each other and be friends, in among those billions of people. TO me, this is really Fate. But if want to use 'fate' on stuffs like exams, or works. Erm, I feel that that are just words of console. Whether we can pass well for exams, is really depends on oneself. We 'create' the consequences ourselves. Like if we study hard, then the consequences is, we will pass well. So, it's not fate.

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Hey, I don't know what I writing. Haha. SOrry if I make no sense at all. I just type whatever my brain thinks of. Please pardon me for that.

this is the sweet that teresa gave it to me, just a few minutes before i boarded the bus. haha

Friday, September 24, 2004

TOday. Not a lucky day for me. I'm going to flank my Physics. I feel like crying when I was doing it. A lot of questions, I don't know how to do. Topics that are on Work, Power, Turning Force, DYnamics etc, I did it anyhow. These fews chapters are those that I'm kind of weak in. Pray hard. But for A. MAths, I think I'm OK. Hopefully can pass well. As for physics, I'm very sorry Mr Cheong. We had disappointed you in Mid-Year. It's gonna to be same again. I'm very sorry. You can save the money for the pizza.

Again, today is not a good day for me too. Went to Heartland with ileana and met two bitches there. Not really bitches. Ah lian I guess. We went to take neoprints. There's one girl who is waiting for her neoprints to be printed. She's wearing school uniform. But I don't know what school is she from. And I'm NOT I N T E R E S T E D to know. She kept looking at ileana in a very 'buay song' manner. She even try to make her fall purposely. Horrible. Then when we took neoprints, two girls who took it before us, were waiting for their neoprints. They squated to wait. You know, when they squated, they could see both of us taking photos. One of the girls, kept looking inside. I don't think she was looking at us. Just looking at somewhere else. But, it make us very awkard to take photos like that. Hence, we become unatural. And all our poses are U-G-L-Y and B-O-R-I-N-G. We had decided to do this pose and that, but because of them! And then, the other girl, who wore until so 'sexy' or whatever. Oh gosh! feel like slapping. I heard she say 'kan nai sai'. She must be refering to us. Hey yo gurl. How the h.ell are you going to taking photos when your friend is squatting at there, looking at whatever? Stupid girl.

So, that's all for the 'happening' inside Heartland mall.

Now outside. PLace, the bus-stop outside the mall. Waiting for Bus Number 80.

Ya, unluckily. Met that girl who wore in school uniform, who wanted to make my friend fell. Yes, she and her friends! I wanted to pity the bus-driver. Her bus came and she stood at a place to wait for the bus. However, the bus was unable to brake at the place where she stood. The bus stopped further in front. I was surprised of what she did. She pointed middle finger. Not in front of the bus driver dude. Just outside the bus as she walked to the bus-door. Can't believe what she did. Just only a small matter, and it's nothing serious or whatever, she just point. As if her middle finger is nice. She thinks she is the Empress Dowager? Everything must be right in front of her? Crazy girl. Totally C-R-A-Z-Y. SO if she missed the bus or unable to flap the bus in time, in she going to beat up the bus-driver? Argh. She ought to be shame of herself.

Finally, 5566 poker card is here. But I don't know if I should buy. Other than 5566, I saw Fruits Basket as well. Should I buy or should I not buy. Initally, I wanted to buy. But now think about it. But if some of the printing are not really very nice? And, $4.80 for one, it's kind of expensive. I think I just need to get my money from Eclair and decided it on my own.

Or should I peel the rose petal. Haha. Buy? DOn't Buy? Buy? Don't Buy? I dont know.

B O R I N G

W O R R Y

Worry what? my physics. haiz. My prelim. Flank. Don't think I'm going to do well. O level is just 37 more days? How to survive like this? Might as well don't take it anymore. Passion of learning? Ha. All gone. Where to find it back? No where. It has just fly away.

Tuesday, September 21, 2004

3 down.

these few days, i'm dying of pain!! *touch-wood* Haha. I have ucler in my mouth. and my finger *sobz* that scalded area was supposed to recover soon. But i accidently 'rub' it as wearing my school shoe yesterday morning!. pain~. i think it became worst now. need a longer time to recover. and my earlobe. got one small lump. pain when being pressed. saturday i then realised there's a small lump. and after that i read a news about a girl having ear tumor. gosh! freak me out! i now very scared *pray hard*. but my mum says is pimple. Erm...hopefully yes. but it seems to be a bit better. lump getting smaller. *pray pray hard..pray Buddlha*

yesterday was English paper. really hope that i can at least get a B. or maybe C5. i always get passing mark. hope this time can get higher after attending the $70 English course. But this seems like i didn't applied much of the skills on Compre part, well, except for summary bla. plS!!! let me pass English well. haiz.

I'm very happy! i found Ding Rong de REAL account on friendster! it's really him! hey, i'm not kidding okay! just see the testimonials. if the testimonals were written by fans, i think you would find 'I know him for quite long' or 'he is nice and friendly, always help me with this'..etc...etc..etc. fans usually write 'he is so handsome! CUTE. Talented! i support you forever!' etc etc. i know it myself, coz i also write it in xiezhi and 5566 de friendster accounts. well, not really one, of course. And, i also saw what he wrote for his friends. IT's DEFINATELY HIS REAL ACCOUNT! haha. ok, i'm think i'm abit..ehem, you know. haha.

tomorrow is Chemistry (Science) paper. i don't think i can cope with it. because, there are many topics which i still dun understand. i think i will just either fail or just pass. after Chemistry, is History. another worst subject TO ME! i have yet to start on history. I mean, erm, i only know the brief details, but not DETAILED. better get more 'energy' for my brain before i start my history tomorrow.

i think I need to stop here. Can't think of what to type. Just stop here, and start my revision on Chemistry. Haiz.

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Sunday, September 19, 2004

2 down. social studies paper is over. science practical is over too. now left 1 week and don't know how many days (well, i'm lazy to check the time table) to end of prelim.

saturday is my science practical for prelims. i just got abit out of place during the practical. in fact, i'm always like that. always panicked and sweat alot. (the fans are not on at all!) when mock practical exam, i just usually sweat a lot. that's all. but saturday differnt, besides sweating, i burnt my index finger. well, i think just scald my finger only. mr cheong was right. do physics practical first, before chemistry. just in case got hurt somehow. and true enough, my poor index finger got hurt. *sniff* ahaha. actually i'm heating a substance in a test-tube. i heated the test tube until it become red-hot! i wanted to re-do it again because i think something was wrong. maybe i want to be fast. so i somehow got panicked and touch the hot area. and ouch...haha. ya, luckily enough, i dropped the test-tube on the table. it rolled, but i managed to catch it on time. jian ren looked very shocked when i drop the test-tube. haha. his expression--> 0.0. hhaa. ok. but the pain was inbearable! i had to tarhan the pain while continue doing the experience. i just to cry out. but i didn't. so paiseh. just cry over small matter. haha. *crybaby*

ok. today. i had to wake up early to acompany my brother to his tuition. he just started tuition today. so, both me and my brother will be having tuition at the same place. but differnt day. i will be on saturday and my bro, sunday. as today is his first day, i just waited for him at there, for 2 hours! i spent my time reading history. just read only. i didn't memorise. just can't concentrate. how can you concentrate if there is lesson in the living room. and you are at the living room studying. somehow, got distract. especially by the insect on the window that keep buzz-ing away. irritate my ears. haha. then the rest of the day, i kept so-call threatening my brother with the 'two hours' i had been waiting for him. haha. but this is just for fun.

again, i slacked today. i sleep alot nowdays. i will just fall asleep whenever i lie on the sofa. today, i did my F&N half-way and i fell asleep on the sofa. another TWO hours. haha. my time was wasted again. i don't feel like studying much nowadays. prelim is here. my revision wasn't really prepared. chemistry paper on wednesday, but not studied yet. history on thursday, also haven't studied. i think i'm going to do badly for prelim. all are last minute revision. i think i'm finish. my passion for studying is gone now. haiz. i don't know what my future will be like. *shrugs*. everyone, all sec 4 are now struggling to for prelim. revising and revising. but me, just laze around. haiz. help me!

Saturday, September 18, 2004

Tuesday, September 14, 2004

NEWS FOR JJ FANS!!! ---> JJ Lin Jun Jie will be having his 2ND ALBUM AUTOGRAPH SESSION, At Tampines mall on 09/10/2004 from 2pm - 4pm

one, two, three, scream! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!! i want to go!!! hahaha. but, i really want to go. BUT, i think the chance for me to go is really really very small. first thing, 9/10, the date where is quite near to my O level. so, my parents surely wun't allow me to go. next, it is on saturday. i have tuition. unless, i give excuses to my tutor. but i believe my parents wouldn't allow. wah!!! i want to cry! finally! i had been waiting for JJ's A.S. yes, finally. i know that there is an A.S. howver, the date is not suitable for me. wah! *Sniff*. somemore it is held at Tampines MAll. it's really VERY near to my house. just take MRT and around 10 mintues then reach. *cry very more* i just hope that someone can help to me to give the album and let JJ sign. most important, he/she must take alot of JJ's photos. haha. invisible!! you are so fortunate! don't have to go for the A.S, and get see his real person and get his signature. *sniff!* never mind. let me scream again. I WANT TO GO!!!!!!!

ok, let's congratz 黄鼎融 (Benjamin Ng)! yup, he is the champion for the Channel U idol thingy, The Next Big Thing. yea! me and hn were so happy! haha. we had been 'dian' by his cuteness! wah! he is really very handsome-looking and cute. really. well, i feel that he dun look really handsome in photos. however, if you see his real person on TV, he is extremely cute! haha. yes! he is the kind of 'Yang Guan Nan Hai'. hehe....but i think supporters of other contestants may dislike him *sniff*. aiya, it's always like that. no choice. anyway, congratz! hehee! yea! 黄鼎融-->kawali ne.

and also, congratz my 5566!! they got Best Selling Album (group) and Most popular group (bronze). sheesh, stupid sia, S.H.E got Gold. they sucks! i hate S.H.E. Give sacarsm remarks about 5566. i dun like selina and hebe. they are kind of abit act cute. can't tarhan their voice. it sound like act cute type. among S.H.E, i only like Ella. Ella is very sporty kind. cheerful, happy-go-luckily. and also, 5566's songs aren't in the TOp 10 songs list. how come? why Shou Hou not in. I heard that the chairman of Starland mentioned, they had vote 5566 songs many times. but it is always not on chart. what the hell. last year was the same too. The Yes 933 DJs said, 5566's song never go on chart, however, the fans said they got vote. and vote a lot. aiya, hack care. anyway, yea 5566! i love yaz!

i'm finish. prelim on thurs. Social Studies. and i still haven't cover much on it yet! i'm not realy very sure which are the chapters to study. haiz. i dunno how. I WANT TO QUIT!!! surrender le. haha..haiz....bye

Wednesday, September 08, 2004

sing ah sing ah. sing until you happy. hahaha. yup, today, mi, eclair and ileana went to kbox @ cine. well, my first time going to kbox. haha..let's forward to where we were in the kbox. haha

well, before going to kbox, i expect the karaoke room to be big and nice. but it turned up to be small. so disappoint. haha. i think today it's not our luck. the room we got, erm, the mic got some problems. i, in fact, i think the 3 of us feel very paiseh today. haha...we called for the staff there because of the remote control and the mic. first, when eclair pressed the button on the remote, it don't seem to be working. she try a lot of time. then we called the staff. but, when the staff pressed the button, it's ok. second time, is the mic. one of the mic don't seem to be working. we had plug it in the switch. but still can. we checked whether it was plug loosely or not. no. so, called the staff again. then the staff just removed the plug and put into another switch. ok le. i really want to dig a hole and hide myself. haha, we never try then call the staff. haiz. so embarrassed. i dunno how the staff think of us. haha

today we dedicated...erm....ok, i dunno how many songs. but i know is more than 60 songs. hahah...elcair sang first. she sang penny's 'Wo Yao De Ai'. while she was singing, both me and ileana were busy choosing the songs that we wanted to sing later. haha...first few...i think few 10++ songs are all 5566. haha....she dedicate almost all. wah!!! haha...i was abit crazy when singing 5566 songs. is not excited. is...i saw the MV!!! xiezhi is chao chao shuai! *melted*. songs like wo nan guo, ai qing man you, qian shen etc etc. then i sang Tiao Bo. erm, no, mi and ileana. yup *nod*. the MV got some scene of MVp Valentine. Awww...i felt like watching MVP again. miss that show *sobz sobz*. becoz there are soo many 5566 songs. i kept waiting for Easy Come Easy Go. haha...then when it's time to sing the song..*erm..*, i was like 'yea!! easy come easy go!!* and kind of jumping on the couch. haha. erm..well, most of the time in Kbox. the 3 of us kept staning on the couch and sometimes jumps. i jumped the most. haha. i think i get abit 'high' because of the song smake me really high! haha.
when eclair was singing 'ai qing man you', i kept dancing. haha...eh..i dunno how to dance the steps for that song. but roughly la.

so on and on....Jiang Nan, dong jie, chi bang, di er tian tang, liu xing yu, Lydia, fly away, wo men de ai...on and on...so many. can't list them down here. hehe.

it's really fun! i hope can go there again. but next time, i really hope got Feng Yun Bian Se and Ai Ni!! *yoz yoz yoz yoz Cyndi! yo yo Cyndi baby, what's wrong with me. ...* haiz....

erm, i think i end here now.

i think my today entry sucks.haha

Monday, September 06, 2004

*yawnz* today is so boring. my dear dear brother is away for camping in school. haiz. i woke up 6.50am in the morning to accompany my brother to the bus-stop. haha. haiz, now, i'm so bored!! can't disturb anyone today. haha. ya, i always disturb my brother then he make so much noise. hehe. but today is different. the house is kind of quiet. my dad went to work. left me and my mum. well, i almost on the computer for whole day. haha. i'm also mad. keep switching on and off the computer. can't decide whether i should just leave my computer on or not. *shrugs* if i off my computer, i will be so bored! but if computer is on, at least i can chat with my friends on MSN. so, today i was kind of distract. keep using the computer, end up, i didn't do much revision today. TIME WAS WASTE! haiz...

prelim dates are drewing nearer and nearer!! ah...nothing much had been done. haiz!!!!

erm...today nothing much to say. JUST FEELING VERY BORED TODAY!!! haiz.

tomorrow must go to school. haiz. must wake up early. can't sleep till late in the morning.

haiz...why do i have so many 'haiz'? erm, maybe i should this at the bottom of my window, 'World is full of unhappiness and trouble', 'People nowadays always 'haiz' '. erm....eh...weird. haha..ya, true. this world is really full of unhappiness and troubles! is there any day where u have no trouble at all. people always say must always look ahead. but ahead of us always seem to have many troubles. so, even if u 'look ahead' or 'look back', it's still the same. *gasp! i feel that i'm toking nonsense. haha. lala~, juz to cause my 'boredom' or watever*

*thinking* really can't think of anything to write le. haiz.....

PIG DI DI!! you idiot! ask u to call back home but you never. want to call you 'pig' leh. one day never call you 'pig' like not used. haiz. you chiam liao. on the day you come back, you better tarhan me. haha...going to disturb you until you screamed~~~....hm....am i so mean? haha. that's me and my brother. lolz!

stop here for now. bye!

Saturday, September 04, 2004

great, less than two weeks before Prelim started. but till now, i dun think i'm had been studying and revising much for my prelim. my first in on 16 SEptember if i'm not wrong. It's SS paper. but yet, i still haven't started revising on that subject yet.

i dunno. maybe i feel kind of stress. i am getting tired of study. sometimes, i hate to study. and feel like tearing up my books and everything. just hate it. the exams date are drawing nearer and nearer ever day, every minute and every second. after prelim, i have intensive lessons to get ready for 'O' levels. haiz. by now, i should have revise at least 90% of my work. but, now, it is not even 50%. i wonder how am i going to survive for my prelims. i need to buck up now. but, i'm addicted to Gaia online. i find that by posting craps in the Gaia Forum make me feel relax. it is like 'so-called' release my stress.

haiz.............

Friday, September 03, 2004

well, she had saw the letter. phew, luckily she is not angry. i was so worry yesterday night, worry that she might get angry about wat i wrote in the letter. but luckily, no. but today she's weird in the morning. she was like very scared to see me leh. lyk as if i will eat her up like that. hahah. but now. it's ok. hope that the misunderstanding has totally clear. =)


i feel that, i'm not totally forget about him. i dunno why. i just dun want this. this morning before assembly, he came to the canteen and sat at the bench next to me. coz his friends are there. when he came, i felt that my heart somehow beats a bit faster. and when he sat next to me, i feel that my heart beat more and feel that my face is kind of blushing. erm...i dunno why. maybe i think too much. ileana then later told me that she saw him looking at me while i was doing my F&N homework. she also said that he seem to be looking at what i was doing. he also turned around and looked several times. well...i dunno. but i believe it is not what u all are thinking. i think u all must thought that 'hey, this guy got a thingy for you.' eh...if u all aren't thinking abt this, sorry for me being so buay hell bye (watever.) but i dun think so. coz he had dislike me right from the start when we first chat online. ya, i know. i believe he just hate the sight of me. always scold me 'irritating'. well..maybe i was really thinking too much.


haiz.....i keep telling my friend that he is not good. not worth to like. ha, but end up, i'm also like that. what to do? haiz.....very fan2 la!!
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maybe i should shut my mind of about this stuff. now prelim is coming. just concentrate on studies. well, that's all for today. see ya!