Tuesday, August 31, 2004

Gaia online!!
that's me--->
still as newbie leh...hehehe

there;s also a salon in this game. hm..i have pick a few nice hairstyle.

Monday, August 30, 2004

yea! new bloggie layout! nice? hope so. hahha. yesterday i spent one whole afternoon doing this and end up never study for my chemistry test.

ok, today is not a good day. just before i enter the school gate, i saw a dead cat. yes, i think it's dead. coz there is some gross looking stuff on the eye area. yucks! so digusting. then after that, i was kind of jumping jumping around. haha. luckily i had ate my breakfast first, otherwise, wah....dunnox what will happen.

erm..there is some thing that happened today. but i dun wish to write here, coz i dun want to keep it as part of my memory. ya, it's something unhappy.

tomorrow is celebration for teachers' day. yet, we still have lessons as usual. damn stupid. idiot sia. wat the shit is this. hahaha. u see, that mr rangen also the same. expect us to wear school uniform. FULL SCHOOL UNIFORM to do the ACEs dance. pls, we are dancing and definately we are going to sweat alot + the humid weather that we have nowadays. i think i'm finish tomorrow. i'm going to sweat as if i had juz caught in the rain. ya, i sweat real easier. as long got movements, got sun, got heat. ha, i can sweat lot man. and the girls' school uniform are already kind of thin in dry condition. if it's wet, oh piang, it will become a see-through. wat kind of DM is he. SOMEMORE PE TEACHER.....gosh, can't believe it man. what is he thinking about. stupid bleah!

stop here for now. bye bye

Sunday, August 22, 2004

You are Red Wolf, who is not afraid of meeting new people, and are kind to everybody.
You are very sociable and extremely innocent woman.
There are many unique type of people in Red Wolf.
You are bold enough to push your own way, without being restricted by tradition and common knowledge.
You don't care what the other people think of you.
You want to do as you wish.
Therefore, your life style and preferences are little bit different from others.
You dislike having no style of your own.
You possess your own sense of balance, and you create your own environment.
You have sharp instinct that you use in daily life.
This makes you do a good job of life.
You are very pure inside, but this sometimes can create misunderstanding.
Your action that you do unconsciously may not be understood by the others.
Once you decide on something, you will definitely carry it out.
But that may be today or a year later.
This makes it difficult to plan other things.
You ought to be careful not to give up so easily.
Although you tend to be rather unique, the way you look for originality makes you successful in the field of designing and planning.
You are cheerful and have dreams, so you can adapt to circumstances quite easily.
You have a good sense of balance.
You can think and calculate about your future.
You may go for an arranged marriage.

The webby for this quest is---> http://noracom.net/eng/fortune/color_cheki1.php

Wednesday, August 18, 2004

I want to shout it out loud!!! i want...WHAT ARE FRIENDS FOR??? ARE THEY SUPPOSE TO BRING MISERY OR JOY!!??

i'm getting sick and tired of this. i'm getting real regret and upset about them. are they friends? are they really friends to me?

hui nee told me today that tried not to tok to xl too much as somehow, she may not like it. she even asked if i'm have notice. yes, i got. that's y i replied. i asked her if xl dislikes me. hui nee told mi that it was not dislike, but juz that our characters are different and somehow we dun click. great, finally hui nee said this.
the moment i heard that....my heark was just....just...very upset. the words 'regrets and hatred' filled in my mind. a few days before, both mi and xl were ok. juz lyk normal friends. but i dunno wat's wrong with her nowadays. she change. she really changed. i'm sorry to say that hui nee also. their attitude towards me have totally change.

what are true friends suppose to do when their friends had bad points? tell them and try to help their friend to change the bad habit. am i right? yes. true friends are suppose to be like that. only true friends are bother to remind their friends about their bad habits. but, i now wonder..are hui nee and xl really my TRUE friends? if yes, why they or rather, hui nee, did want to tell me what xl is unhappy about me? it is funny. someone is unhappy about me, but i dunno (from last month till now) what is the cause of her unhappiness about me. hui nee said she lyk that. sometimes 'bu shuang' about others. hn also said sometimes xl also did this to her. ya, so wat? but did xl's bu shuang about hn 'last' for long?? as long as almost 1 month?? the answer is NO! but me...one month...althought there were a few weeks we have 'happy' times together, but i believe deep in her heart, she is still unhappy with me. otherwise, why is hui nee telling me 'try not to tok to xl too much'?

i began to feel that they dun treat really lyk friends. sorry to say this. i noe that what i say is unfair to hui nee. but their actions really make mi think so. their actions make me feel that, they treated as normal friends. juz normal friends. not close friends. you guys must think that i'm over-sensitive or what. however, it's very obvious to see the great different. the way they behaved towards me last time and now. a big great difference.

monday, i was totally upset with them. i was feeling real hurt. monday, i wasn't feeling well in the morning. so i went back to class b4 assembly. at that time when i went to class, hn they all still haven't come yet. i went to toilet, coz i felt lyk vomitting. after that, i went back to class. hn they all were there. they dun seem to notice my existence. they were just busy in their own conversation. i was looking so sickly. if this happen last time, i believe that hui nee would say 'hi' to me. if she saw me look so sickly, i believe she would asked me what happen. but this time, no one cares. never mind, maybe they really never saw me. but, when it's time to go to the hall for assembly. all of them just leave the classroom without seeing me. i felt that i was transparent. they can't see me. i was really very hurt at that time. they were behaving very different from last time. they ain't like that last time. so, why are they now?

i wrote a letter to ileana. she told that if xl still continue to behave this way, then it's really no point to be friends. haiz. i dun want to care le. she dun lyk me, i can't be bother. but i want to find out what she's unhappy with me. i want to know. and also if she dislike me, and IF she go around telling people about bad stuffs about me, well, i would forgive her. but i believe she wouldn't.

she dun want to give me chocolate stick to eat. never mind, teresa gave me eat her chocolate. at that moment, i was thinking. well, in this world, there isn't just one chocolate stick. there are many. if i can't have this chocolate stick, i can have others. just like friends. this person dun like me. never mind, i have other friends.

Tuesday, August 17, 2004

haha...i'm back. ya, didn't update for some time le. well, i dunno wat to update la. but juz anyhow think of some crap to type in. haha.

ok, yesterday i had my english 'o' level oral. well, i was very very nervous, definately. so nervous that when i finished my oral, my whole legs became weak. again, i didn't speak out! the two teachers told me to speak abit louder, coz of the noisy fans. aRgh....stupid fans. after i had done the oral, i saw mr seah, and he asked mi and xiang abt the oral. haha..ya, i told him that i didn't spoke again. wah!!! he say that no matter how 'hard' i try, my voice wun't be loud. hahah...guess wat xiang said...she said that my voice will be very loud if i saw 5566.....-.-" knock her head man...haha. well, however, it's true. haha...yes..karwee, ileana, eclair can be witnesses. eh...u noe la...that time at the concert. L0l!

hm...next...erm...i dunno wat to say. oh ya! i tried the new layout that i had chose before, well, the layout is nice. but....can only put limited stuffs. so those blinkies or some other stuffs cannot be put in that new layout. so, i decide not to use. maybe if i find a better one, then maybe consider? i dunno. lolz.

that's all for today, bye!

Thursday, August 12, 2004

Yea!!!!! today is the release of GCE 'O' Level MT paper result!!!! guess wat..i got A2 and merit for oral! yes..yes..yes..yes..yes..yes!!! so happy...i really didn't expect to get this result. i thought i will definately got grade B or C. but it turn out to be A! yea..yea....now my parent is so happy.. hehehe..ya..ya

but still, now muz work hard for english and others. coz if chinese pass well, and eng didn't pass good enough, i also can't go in to JC or Poly...hm..i want Poly la...JC life is lyk secondary school, juz that the work is more difficult. and somemore JC got exams. argh...sick of exams le...

so, now muz JIA YOU!

oh ya, juz now i went to Singapore POSt de POpular with ileana. i found one magazine 'Pink'. Cover page is Energy. inside got many 5566 de pictures. OH MY!!!! all so SHUAI De...so handsome...got one pic rite, is xiezhi sleeping on yan xing shu's shoudler. so cute. AwwwwwWww...xiezhi is SOOOOO CUTE!!! AHHHHHH>..hahaha...eRm...haha....dun lyk that--->-.-" hor. hahah...

yEa..yea..Yea..Yea..Yea...lalal..

Tuesday, August 10, 2004

i'm back! tomorrow needs to go back to school...wah!

ok, yesterday is National Day! i'm quite unhappy with some people! aRgh...this year, is the first time that JJ performs in NDP, can't they all encourage him? instead they keep saying that his version of Home is totally horrible. oh pls! somemore 1 idiotic person says JJ's voice suck. Wat the bl00dy hell.....l0lz. the new version is nice wat! it's kind of funky. c00l...hip-hop. i lyk it. can't they appreicate it! damn.

i cut my hair too!! it's so short. i felt that it look weird. make me look like tomboy. wah.....xl and hn confirm going to complain about my short hair. l0lz...o0ps..just kidding.

eHhh....i dunno wat to say liao. oh ya! today i watch Wan Quan Yu Le. today K-one and 1 guy host the show. JR from Kone is soo cute!! i love his mi mi yan (small eyes) soo cute....his actions...oh..ok. hahah...hey, dun worry. i will still support 5566 de. definately. somemore K-one is also from Jungiery mar, so, it's ok to support them. hahahaha...erm...i mean JR. l0lz!

last thing, i want to change my blogskin. but i can't decide if i want to change or not. you guys think i should remain having this layout or change another one? because i found one layout from blogskins.com. hm...the layout that i found is ALL BLUE...i mean blue colour. not the boyband BLUE *l0lz* the new layout has coloumn. hm.. ok..i put the link here. juz copy and paste

http://blogskins.com/info.php?sid=14142

is this layout nice? pls give comments. thank you

that's all for today. bye bye!

Monday, August 09, 2004

oh yea oh yea!! so happy! the concert is sooo high!!! i love it! so high....actually i was selling lightsticks with my friends. got bartleyans and ex-bartlyans. hehe...let's not tok about the selling lightsticks part. it was so horrible. ahhaha

after our dinner, we were suppose to sell lightsticks in the concert area. but end up, all of us were standing and waiting for the concert to start. i already got no mood to sell le. juz want to stand at the spot and wait for my 5566!!! haha. oh ya, mi and my group of friends were standing in the 'standing area for people who wore the red and white t-shirts'. we never wore the t-shirts, but we had 'vendors' pass that allowed us to go in. so, we were kind of luckily. heheh

the concert started around 9.20pm plus. thanks to the stupid MCs...haha...because of the crowd, they threatened the fans that if the crowd was not disperse, they will not start the concert. haha

ok...then soon, the concert started. the first jungiery star to perform is R&B. they performed 'Hu La Hu', "Ai de Bubble" and 'Tell mi why'. bad news for R&B fans, A.J and Mengru were being replaced!!!! wah!!! two new members in R&B..ee...dun really like. one of them used to be in 5566 de. before 5566 actually become very famous, there were six people. but one of them was studying and he was facing pressure from studies, parents and of coz his job as singer. therefore he quit 5566. after everything was settled. he joined back jungiery and became one of R&B members. the other one. erm..i'm not very clear about him,. i just know that he is an indonesian, studying in taiwan. erm....abit weird, i find. but..i feel that without A.J and Mengru, R&B is not going to be the same as before bla. i dunno. that was juz my opinion. so, some A.J and Mengru's fans were wailing away and they said they wanted MEngru/ A.J.

ok..next is toro. yup. the fans rite...wor...all shouting 'Tuo Diao! tuo diao!'. Tuo wat? his coat. haha...because he was wearing a sleevless shirt inside. then if nv wear coat, can show his man look. haha...my friends were also shouting. then i joined it. i shout 'Tuo DIAOOOOOOO' i shouted very loud and i dragged the word 'DIAOOO'. karwee, ileana and elcair...three of them looked at me and gave me a suprised/ shocked/ unbelieveable look. haha...they like don't believe me that i behaved this way. so mad de...l0lz. this kind of concert rite, must be like that de mar. if not high, then it's not fun at all. so, must be high and screaming all the way. after that, yan xing shu also come and joined toro and sang the song (eh, i dunno the hanyupinyin for the song. but in the idol show, Xue Tian Shi, they got sang one song together. hope u all know is which song.) other than that, they also sang a song that none of us had heard before. it was 'Ren Wo Ao You''s themesong. the song is sooo nice! i record the song. but end up not really very clear, but at least can heard the tune.

yan xing shu also played around with the basketball. juz lyk playing around la. i also got record it as video. oh ya. he also sang 'Wu Shuo Wei'. but sound weird. maybe i'm used to 5566 singing that song. then now yan xing shu sang..so weird la. but his singing is still ok. acceptable *thumbs up!* yea, i was very high when he sang this song (in fact, i was 'high' throughout the whole concert. keep shaking the lightsticks). singing the song very very loud. until i kept coughing. l0lz. coz my throat was dry and no water!!!

kone! they sang Feng Yun Bian Se, Bei Yin and Jian Ao with cyndi (why not xiezhi!) i was kind of disappointed. because i thought they will danced Feng Yun Bian Se with 5566. but in the end, with TaiJi. oh ya, TaiJi is a new boyband. Kone introduce them to us after they performed 'Feng Yun Bian Se'. All the Taiji members rite..hm...their name (not real name la!) got 'Tai' in front de. luckily no one is 'Taizi', otherwise i will gone crazy. l0lz. hehe....ya, about the Jian Ao, it was sooo weird. supposely is juz cyndi and xiezhi, two voices. but yesterday hor...more then two. soo...find it weird...no...is VERY WEIRD. but i still join in the singing. haha..

next next...let mi think. hm...cyndi! yes. three songs 'Ai de Tao Chan', 'Yue Guan', 'Dan Ni' and 'Ai Ni'. when cyndi wanted to sing 'Ai Ni', i heard the front people (hm..jas told mi is their fanclub shout de. lolz) kept shouting 'SHAO WEI SHAO WEI!' haha....but in the end, shaowei never come out la.

LASTLY....thh UITMATE ONE!!!! 5566!!!!!!!!!!!!! YES!!! they finally appeared. by the time they appeared, was already 11.15pm..around that time. they sang 'Easy Come Easy Go', followed by 'Ai Qing MAn You', then 'Shen Hua'. but when they sanf shen hua, half-way through, mi and ileana leave, coz it's very late. i wanted to continue to watch, but i scared later went home too late, my parents would scold. so we leave! wah!!!! i wanted to cry sia. especially erm..dunno is xiezhi or shaowei say 'if u leave now, it's a pity. because there are lots more coming up!' (die, dun tell me they spotted us! no!! 5566..i'm so sorry...:'(...oh ya, they also asked whether we could stay until very late since this concert will end until late midnight. see 5566 is sooo concered about their fans =) ) both of us (mi and ileana) were going to cry!! wah!!!! but can't went back. because once we were out of the standing area, we could not went back in. *cry*. when we leave the concert area, i heard 5566 said they were going to perform this song with r&b, kone and..toro(is he included? can't rmb)...the song is CHUAN SHUO!!! wah liao!!! i wanted to fly back in....but can't. wah.....i regretted..really regretted. when we walked to the marina bay shopping mall, we heard 'We will rock you' OH MY!!!!!!!!!! WAH!!!! we really can't tarhan. i kept 'wailing' all the way....and even we walked to the erm..Singapore REcreation Club (somewhere near cityhall MRT), i could roughly heard 'Yin Wei Ai' *faint* i regretted even more!!! *sniff*. no choice...wah!! luckily before we leave, i used the opportunity to take alot of xiezhi de pics and mengzhe (ileana wants). but....the effects is not good! my digital camera sotz sotz de..... wah!!!!!!! *CRY*

ok....i end here. i tried to post the pictures that i took in the concert. but i scared somehow it's impossible coz the file will be very big. and i'm dun want to resize leh...coz will be vey ugly. haiz....ok, enjoy ur day!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!!

hehe...this year, Valentine's day and national day celebrated with 5566..h0hoh0...

Friday, August 06, 2004

y0z, i'm back again for today's update. ya, i promise to continue and here i come! yo yo yo yo, xiaobai...haha..

ok. today, our school had national day celebration. in fact, today all singapore schoold are celebrating. well we also have our commendation day as well. ha, and i'm one of the prize winners. my prize is nothing much. juz a service award for choir and also on behalf for the sec4 choirs members.
while waiting for my turn to go up the stage..i was very nervous. juz dunno y. maybe there's a lot of people in the hall? but i feel that is maybe the cheers that made mi nervous, coz i dunno how the students will react if they announce 'Chew Xiang YIng Shanlyn, Choir' i dunno will they 'boo' when they heard 'choir'. when was our (mi and other winners for service award) turn to take the prize, i was lyk...my whole body was like shivering...i mean 'zai dou3' below the stage, was my leg. my leg 'zai dou3'. then when went up the stage, my whole body was lyk very stiff. lyk so tense up. so when i receive the certificate from the GoH, my hands were lyk robots. so stiff...after that, mi and other prize winners must stand on the stage for a while before we bowed. during the moment before we bowed, my hands zai dou3. and 'dou3 de hen li hai' my legs were weak too. juz sooo nervous. cant's understand. i had even perform on hall with choir. but not as serious as today. haha...maybe is because the audience could see me clearly, standing on the stage. unlike for choir, where i usually stand at the second row, so can hide myself. hahaha
when we walked down from the stage, i immediately rushed for the toilet. nervous until...erm...haha...and in toilet, my nervousness was not calm down...still shivering.....cold sweats somemore. woah.....hui nee then also told me that she saw mi dou3 de hen li hai. she was on stage leh! i think she saw it as i walked up the stage. hahaha....siti also thought the same. l0lz! i never know that i can be so nervous until like that. haha

that's all for today's happening in school.

ok, let's tok about other stuffs. hm..jay' album! yes! i'm not jay's fan, but i lyk his songs. his album is definately worth buying. hm...so far, there's a few songs that i quite like. others, i think i need to listen a few times. haha

七里香

01 我的地盘
02 七里香
03 藉口
04 外婆
05 将军
06 搁浅
07 乱舞春秋
08 困兽之斗
09 园游会
10 止战之殇

go this web to find out more about his album---> http://www.boxup.com/gb/music/album/2004/8/album4543.htm

those with this () icon, are the songs that i quite like. basically is the whole album la. but those few songs leave me some impressions. (erm...=/)

wah! my parents allow me to go for the concert at the bay this sunday!! got my 5566....Aww...they will allow if only today and tml i do a lot of work. i want to go, but at the same time dun lyk going. want to go is becoz i want to see 5566 and feel the high atmosphere at there.
dun feel lyk going is becoz the chance for me to see 5566 clear is less, dun want to stay until so late, no one accompany me. wah!!!!!







oh great! finally i have re-done my blog! phew....luckily. haiz.

haha...i realise that i haven't been updates for days. one reason LAZY. l0lz....eh, i also dun have time to think what to write. but these days, there were many interesting things that were happening.

erm...let me think of one funny happenings. ok
Tuesday, 3rd August 2004. Time: erm..around 2.30pm
haha...on this day and this time, we (all sec 4 express) were having english mock exam, paper 1. then the study hut outside our classrooms (hm, ok. my classroom is at level 3. then this study hut is at ground level. but when we could see those study huts when we looked down from the windows. get it?) there was a group of GIRLS and BOYS making sooo much noise and laugher from the sutdy hut. pengz...everyone in my class (our classroom level 3.), could hear what they were toking. it was so loud. there's a girl who kept making some kind of irritating wailing sound. it sound lyk she was acting cute, something lyk that. all of us were getting very irritated. we were trying to concentrate on our mock exam, and they were making some much noise. we actually 'tolerate' the noise for 30 minutes. until all of us couldn't tolerate anymore. zhenfeng was so annoyed and he 'crack' his fists, lyk want to punch those people. pratap couldn't tolerate anymore and he went to the window without and windows plane, and told those people to keep silent as we were having mock exams. we thought they would be quiet or at least lower their volume.
but...the answer is NO! instead, they made even more noises and laughters. wah kaoz..how i wished i could shout at them. ms prema also couldn't tarhan and she went down to shut those people up. while ms prema went down, pratap was holding a water bottle (filled with water.) and walked towards the window. guess what he done? haha.....he poured the water towards those people! hahah....serve them rights. they deserve. hopefully one of them, or a few of them got wet! haha, i'm so mean ya....who ask them to be so inconsiderate? pratap talked to them nicely, but they don't listen. there's a limit to everyone's patience. l0lz.

ok, that's all for that day.

hm.....i continue to write about today's happening later...maybe at evening. because i had being using the computer for a long hours.

Sunday, August 01, 2004

2 more days to Jay's new album '七里香'
7 more days to Concert at Bay!!! all juniery stars (R&B, cyndi, toro, yan xing shu, K one, 5566) i want to go!! but parents don't allow. wah!!!