Tuesday, July 06, 2004

y0z, i'm back again after..erm..1..2..3..3 days of missing-in-action. hahah....nah, i juz lazy to post, besides, there's nothing to post.

back to school after YOuth Day. wat's the point of having Youth Day, may i noe? students, or should i say teenagers nowadays got time or rather GOT celebrate Youth Day mar? we got nothing special from our elders. lolz. unlike children day, at least can celebrate. Youth Day, juz nothing. stay at home to study study. haiz.....haha. ok. today is the first day of Week 2. first day of the week, kenna stand in the hall, reason--> never bring thermometer. so embarassing! luckily two of my friends also forgotten to bring. so, three of us stood together. what a bad beginning of the day.

as usual, we had our lessons..english, physic, e.maths and so on. juz a normal typical school lessons in singapore. haiz, no choice, prelim, 76 days left! then s00n, 'O' levels! oh no!! time fly real real fast. juz lyk a bullet. juz one glance and it shot to the other end. we had our A.maths vector test. hm..quite ok. except for some. i got the answers for some questions correct, but not sure whether the working are prefect. anyway, today hn and xl got sort of 'quareal' well, i also dunno why or how it happen. i juz know that after english lesson, both of them became real silent. no conversation or laughing between them. that was unusual. mi and hn dunno wat exactly caused xl to be unhappy. but from wat i noe, xl thought mi and hn were toking bad about her. during english lesson, hn asked mi abt the social studies test on thursday. and xl thought we were saying abt her, coz after we had talked, hn gave xl a 'black face'. but wat hn told mi, she was feeling abit giddy, so maybe that the reason she looked abit glum, and xl misunderstood it. ai ya, juz some misunderstanding. however, this misunderstanding only solved during our remedial. so through out the day, hn was feeling very very bad. she dunno wat she had done that made xl unhappy, izzit becoz of wat she said or xl had problems with her other friends or wat. well, i did asked her if she had trouble, but she refused to tell mi. ok, i understand, maybe she dun felt lyking telling mi. it's ok. i wun't mind. coz usually when someone was feeling sad or unhappy or had troubles, they dun feel lyk toking about it. as long she was feeling okay now.

ever since that horrible fight happened, i hate to go to school. i used to love going to sch, coz it is a place where i can gather with my good friends, but now? that day was with him..today is xl...tml is with hu? i used to think that i had great friends, unlike my primary school. i was hoping that watever happened in my pri sch, will forever be history and not happen again. it was a dreadful thing when all ur friends betrayed u and stopped toking to u. u suddenly felt lonely. felt that the whole world hates you. that feeling was unable to describe. this dreadful feeling, i dun want it to happen again. maybe becoz of my pri sch's life, i always wanted to make myself strong. i scolded people fiercely if they bullied. i juz wanted to let them noe that i'm not a weak one. i'm not. after wat had happened, i suddenly realised that i dun actually noe my friends THAT well. i dunno. i juz had that strange thingy feeling that the history MIGHT happened. but before IT REALLY happen, i tried to do watever i can to stop it. ok, enough of this. hope that tomorrow will be a better day

i was really pissed off with some people. now the people were saying that 5566 shldn't be in NDP! wah liao, mind u...they come to singapore is to participate the CONCERT AT BAY not the real NDP in national stadium!!!! can't they make things clear before they complain!!!!!! haiz..i can go mad if this continues. so if you are reading this, remember, is CONCERT AT BAY, not NDP!

ok, enough of today post.

REMINDER: BRING THERMOMETER AND A.MATHS FILE TML!!

BYE BYE