Wednesday, July 28, 2004
why is this happening? i juz dun understand why. did i did something wrong? i dunno. but why izzit she is so cold towards me? there must be a reason. i dunno if she is angry with me for some particular reason or wat. few days after my birthday, everything is fine. but this week, it's different. days before my birthday, she was cold towards me. now, same. why? can someone tell me why? i suddenly feel very lonely. suddenly felt that i'm transparent.
is not that i'm thinking too much. look. it's obvious. these few days, when she had some food to share. she give almost to everyone. hn, jr, ter, suryanti, polly, qf, zf, sebast. almost everyone around me. but not me. i'm not angry that she did not share food with me. i'm juz feeling very weird. if she is in a bad mood, lyk wat hn say. this wun't happen. if she is in bad mood, then why is she toking to hn and the others, happily. but cold towards me? it's very obvious that she is trying to avoid or ignore me. i asked hn today, wat was really happen to her. she claim that she dunno. she said, maybe our 'ba zi bu he' ha. i feel that it was juz an excuse! i dun believe. it's impossible that they dunno. TOTALLY IMPOSSIBLE. they are hiding something from me. there's something that they dun want me to know. why? now, this is something that concern about me. i have the rights to know. if i'm in wrong in some way, they had to tell me, so i wun't repeat the mistake. but if they dun tell, how the am i suppose to know what happen or wat i had done? are they going to keep me in dark foreveR?
last time was fine. we were really close. but ever since that day on friday, everything change. everyone seemed to ignore me. or dislike me. is her coldness towards me, related to what happened last time? oh pls. i really want to talk to her. but how?
i feel that i'm being neglected. so lonely...so sad....
well, i dunno if she thought i'm angry with her, so she nv tok to me. how i wish it was lyk that. coz at least, we aren't angry with one another. but the problem is, I DUNNO WAT'S GOING ON!!! NO ONE WANTS TO TELL ME!
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argh.....juz one phrase LIFE SUXS!
erm...in any case, if u guys read this, pls dun feel offend (especially those whose name appear here). i'm juz typing wat i think. it's really horrible to keep ur trouble in ur heart. and i really dunno how to tell my friends about this. so i write it here. if it offended you, i'm sorry.
Monday, July 26, 2004
hm...you guys must be wondering why i put '七里香' as my title. haha...because i'm listening to the song now! yup, Jay Chou's new album '七里香' is releasing soon! 3rd August! i juz can't wait to buy it. haha....i just heard this song today. i got it from my friend. he had it. (dun worry jay's fans. i will definately buy his album!) it is such a nice song! i had heard it for many times. but i still haven't got the lyrics yet. haha.
this morning, i rushed to complete my english compo. haiz. i'm do forgetful. forgot to do chinese and english. end up, rushing everything. and become like primary student's work. woah.....luckily for chinese. our chinese teacher gave us till wednesday to hand in chinese homework. LUCKILY! pHew~!
i was kind of heartbroken today after i saw the msg that he sent to her. it wasn't any love msgs or mushy msgs. juz a normal one. juz lyk a friend sent a mag to another friend. i dunno why. i feel that i had took the wrong steps for liking him back again. maybe......it is a feeling that we can't control it ourselves? i dunno.
hm...i'm getting sleepy now. today's entry will be a short one. bye bye!
Saturday, July 24, 2004
F.I.R's songs are soooooooooo nice!!! i had listened to it for countless times. yet, still not sick of it. haha....worth buying! ^.<
today a so-called busy day. raining heavily this morning. yea. and when i reach the school bus-stop, the rain seems to be stop. -.- haha....but i was quite luckily. coz after i reached school for 10 mins. it started to rain REAL heavily. phew......if i miss the bus earlier on, i might be caught in the rain. anyway, today the weather is cooling....wooooo...so nice. hahaha. good for me. so i wouldn't sweat that much today. haha...
haiz. i had rehearsal for the commendation day. (or watever. dunno how to spell that word.) unluckily me. had to represent choir to get the service awards for the sec 4. (that's mi and my friends! *lame*) and becoz of that....i missed about 30 minutes or more, of a.maths lessons. hey, 30 minutes can learn lots leh. but heng, ms tay juz go throught vectors test papers during that 30 minutes. if not, i dunno how am i going to catch up with the rest. relative velocity is so tough! got hard time struggling with those questions on this chapter. always got confused with the directions or watever.
ok. enough of school after a.maths lesson, hn, char and mi went to hn's house. why? she forgot to bring her money. -.- haha..then we had lunch and went to heartland mall to take neoprint. i thought today i spoil the neoprint thingy. coz after we took 7 pics, i press ok. and the machine suddenly went crazy. keep having this ERROR word and got some terrible high pitch sound. wah!!! i thought i spoil it. coz i perss ok then become lyk that. hn went to call the assisant for help. she told mi that is not my fault. the machine ran out of paper. then juz nice got one group outside wanted to print their neoprints after decorating. phew...luckily. i thought i caused it! but becoz of this. i'm late for my A.MATHS tuition!!!!!! my tuition started at 3.30pm. and i leave heartland mall at 3.20pm. win liao. lolz. end up, i'm late for around 30 mins. woah. first time. i broke record. never late for lessons or tuition until so late. (erm, wat am i toking?) ok, back to neoprints. l0lz. the 3 of us (mi, hn and char) thought we had to re-take those pics. heng...not need! it continue from where we stops. hahah...but today the neoprints were well taken! haha....want to put some here. but....erm...haha
JAy Chou's new album '七里香', releasing S00N
Thursday, July 22, 2004
woah....today seems to be a 'fighting day'. haha.. why? because there are some fights in school. well, not fight. hm, is ALMOST want to fight. luckily there's a teacher there , to stop the student in time.
nothing special happen IN school. so dun wish to talk about it.
todaY after DST, mi, eclair, ileana and qh went to heartland mall today. hm...juz going to the SAN bookstore to check out some books. well, these few days, we were having some storybooks craze. everyone seems to be reading storybooks. haha. something also happen while walking to the bus-stop. also is about 'ALMOST WANT TO FIGHT' de scene. haiz....ok. then at bus-stop, i saw him. he saw mi also. *erm...?* we took the same bus lor, 80. yup. the four of us (eclair, ileana, qh and mi also la!) stood at the 'standing' area.(hm, how to say, it is the place on bus, where there is a big empty spaces, without seats or watever.) then he juz sat diagonal from where i was standing la. well....i juz dunno why, i kept wanting to peep at him...haiz..i think that feelings is coming back again. then when he alighted, he needed to walk pass me. i felt lyk saying 'bye-bye' to him. juz dunno why. but instead i made a 'bleh' sound. but not loud. but i also hope he din hear it. haha.
i bought 'Teenage workbook' from the bookstore. $10.50. i think i might plan to sell the book back after i read. juz feel that this book might be a little boring. prefer 'Teenage Textbook' coz that book said about how chung kai woos mui ee. but 'teenage workbook', hm...i guess mainly tok abt their problems during their relationships. if u all interest to read this book...ok
Teenage Textbook is the first book.
Teenage Workbook is the second book.
try going to library to find. i think library might have. coz got once, i found 'Teenage textbook' from a library.
Tuesday, July 20, 2004
yea...today is my b-day :) hahaha....today i kenna fool by hn they all. they all pretend to be angry with me and don't to me for the whole day. i thought i did something wrong, make me so worry. then after DST, kalest told me to acompany her to the toilet. then from there, i know they are doing something. haha. coz last year hn's b-day, we also did the same thing....somehow the same la. that's why i suspect. then when go back to class, they show their 'true colours' l0lz. i actually cry lor, juz dunno why. is not that i'm surprised or what. juz very happy. because it's really a long time that i had birthday cake on my birthday :D haha. but anyway, thanks for the cake, the presents and everything! i really appreicated it.
Thank you! xiang, pinky, jr, sebast, polly, teresa, char, ileana, yi wee, kalest, boon yan and qf (hope i din miss out anyone!), thank you very much! i'm very happy. =D
Saturday, July 17, 2004
i was so tired for the whole day! morning lessons in school, then afternoon still got tuition. haizzz.....alm0st fell asleep during tuition lolz!
ok, dun wish to tok abt school stuffs. so boring. anyway, today is jasmine b-day. Happi Birthday!! haha......i wish u a happy birthday and hope that one day..one day 5566 will be in singapore doing some promotion on ur birthday!
haha.... juz now i found lots and lots and LOTS of 5566 pics...eh...no....is xiezhi's pics. mostly la. got some is the 5 or 4 (why 4? coz xiaodao was not in the pic) of them. i think i will post here. post some. then some in the gallery. so 5566 fans, especially those who like xiezhi, check it out in my pictures gallery. but i think for some pictures, maybe some of you might have it or see it before. haha....anyway, if you have any websites that have lots and lots of their pics, do tell me. i will be very glad! ^^
sooo, those who dun like 5566 de people, see the gallery at your own risk. i never stop you from seeing the gallery. however, if u saw some pictures that u dun like, just give it a pass and dun purposely look at the pictures and purposely find faults or watever (ya, some PEOPLE got do this.)
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Dun Scroll Down If You Dislike 5566. Watever Below This, is 5566 pictures. Dun Say I Never Warn You. I Did. If you comment anything on the Tagboard, i will delete it!
from left: xiezhi, stella ng, renfu [eh, stella leh...hahaha]
xiezhi, why are you crying? *sobz*
shuai! shuai! wah....i love his smile, so cute! *blush*
ok...three pictures.
erm...i dun think i can update the pictures gallery now. coz my mum is scolding. it's quite late now. she wanted me to sleep. haiz....so, zhan shi put this 4 pictures. i will tell you guys again when i update the gallery. hope you all like the pictures, Enjoy.
Friday, July 16, 2004
*sings* 在电光石火中我看不清你的身影该做些什么才能打赢好这场战役勇气下得够不够重 决心杀个片甲不留是敌人还是朋友 风云变色阴阳两极就要融合 天地鬼神都在看我站在紫禁的最顶尖 找一个出口~~~~
for non-chinese, erm, then it's too bad for you. hahah...anyway, the above chinese words for lyrics for 'Feng Yun Bian Se', sang by 5566 and K one. i juz put the lyrics for the chorus part. haha....anyway, today i re-watched Wan Quan Yu Le that i had recorded yesterday. ya, try to learn the dancesteps for this song. quite difficult, especially for me. i dun dance often la. and..i dun dance nice. hehe. well, i manage to noe wat are the steps. but, still confuse with left and right thingy. hm..how to explain. lyk dancesteps sometimes got lyk 'rise right hand, then left hand' something lyk that. yup...still not very familiar with that. maybe becoz i'm left-handed, that's why all the times i lyk to rise up my left hand or my leg first instead of right. haizzzzzzz.....but i hope i can MASTER this dance....eh..it's gonna to take a long tme, i guess.
today i met my ENEMY at the bus-stop. wah....the bus-stop that was juz right outside her school . idiot. so unluckily. ok. who is this ENEMY of mine...well...dun say enemy la...hm, basically is juz someone who i dislike very much, since pri 5. ya, this girl, ha, bullied me until lyk dunno wat, when i was pri 5 and 6. how unluckily i was. initally i din noe that she was juz studying in that school. until one 'fine' day, i took the same bus with her when coming to school. haiz....today, the moment i saw her. i immediately mumbled to myself, 'oh shit!' i felt lyking slapping her proud-looking face. so annoying. very 'qian da'. i dunno if she purposely 'put' that face. but luckily, juz when she came out from her school, something happened and i ran back to school..haha..so not need to see her face and take same bus at her...heng...*pheW!*
well, that's all for today. tomorrow need to go back to school for the progamme in the morning, then attend a.maths lesson. afternoon go a.maths tuition. wah!! whole day dealing with studies. haiz...
Bye bYe~!
Wednesday, July 14, 2004
hm....today is quite good. at least we were toking today. but somehow, i still feel that there is a distance. We weren't not very friendly as last time. that feeling was weird. haiz.
anyway, S3P today. haiz, mrs tan don't allow me to share table with char they all. becoz each table only can have four people. if i shared with them. then five people. so, mrs tan told me to sit at the table where wy and ph was. haiz. so ke lian. i was the only girl in that table. felt weird too. but luckily there's char who was beside me, though we were not at the same table.
well, today S3P was as good as last time, i mean for me. becoz today i was abit tired. haiz...so i end up doing a few things today. maybe i never rest enough.
ok. Ok, picture gallery update. add lots of quiz results today. enjoy reading and taking the quiz too!
HAVE FUN!
Tuesday, July 13, 2004
lazy to think of a title. so leave it blank. haha
ok! today is TUESDAY. 13/7/2004. Erm......what a bad starting of today post. hahah. ai ya, don't know how to start mar, so anyhow write, erm, no, type. ya. anyhow TYPE craps. haha
LESSONS..same..forever..lessons. this is a student life. no choice. ha. well...erm..let me recall if anything happen. basically, same la. ya..today we had mock exam for english. one word 'FAIL'. the passage was so tough. i dun think i can pass. but hopefully can..pLss....^.- haha.
today hn lend mi the F.I.R disc..hM....their songs are nice. some songs have those kind of mysterious style. i mean...the tone of the music. eh...watever. my description is bad. haha
ok. need to say something..hm....I have add a new link! big enough to see? hahaha...the link is My Picture Gallery. i actually create another blog to put all those BIG pics..or rather...pictures that are quite big and caused all those tags, profile on the right to push down to the bottom of the page. and becoz of this. i have to re-size the pics. i dislike it. it make the pic look so ugly and make it feel lyk as if it had juz shrink(<---erm, did i get the correct wrong?) i will mostly be putting some quiz results.
hope u all will see the 'gallery'. it is still under construction. i juz set up today.
oh ya...anyone noe where to find blinkies that have 'new', 'update' etc? so if i update my gallery, i will juz put the blinkies right beside the link. erm...i think u all noe where is the link of my gallery hor? juz below the 'Playing'
ok, that's all for today! bYe byE!
Monday, July 12, 2004
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"You have a Calm Soul! Being calm and cool is what
you do best. You collected thoughts and always
positive attitude make you very bright and
logical. When theres a problem, you know how to
approach it, and solve it. Your friends rely on
you on their problems, and your shoulder for
their crying. You are peaceful, and enjoy
nature and freedom. You rarely get angry and
hardly scream, which makes you good with kids.
You seem to be in tune with the world and if
anything goes wrong, you always bounce back.
What Kind of SOUL do you posses? (For Girls only) Incredible Anime Pictures!
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rarely get angry??? hm.....depends...some ppl find trouble by themselves...or sometimes i really can't tarhan, then i will scream. hardly scream...only when i saw my idols...lolz!
You're Elemant is Wind. You're light-hearted,
care-free, kind, sensative, and mysterious. You
have friends and most absolutely love you. You
can be calm and soothing one minute and ragging
in anger the next so no one wants to get on
your bad side. You're beauty is inspiring and
magical.
What's Your Element(girls)? (PICTURES)
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eRm...the picture is abit...haha...but dun worry la, this is not those kind of blog..u noe la. i try this quiz both times, my result is still the same. haha. anyway, i dun really agree wat it says leh.....haha
back for today post. same, lessons. haiz....of coz lessons la. wat do u except when go to school? surely u wun't want to say wat i did during each lessons?? h0ho...
ok, today, same,,,same old face. i mean she. always show mi that black face of hers. i really getting annoyed. imagine going to sch, faced this person and then she always gave u that 'bu shuang' de face?!! the worst thing is that, i did not noe wat she was angry with me! she can't be that petty to be angry with mi, juz becoz i thought she was angry with me last time (Erm, coz that day rite, she nv tok to mi for whole day. so i thought i offended her in some way. ok, i noe it sound messy. angry here, angry there. l0lz!) but if she was really angry with me juz becoz of that, i....i really got nothing to say. wat t0 do? as long the other two got to me, that ok. haIz...*reGret*
h0! most of my blog post seem to have lots of stuff abt friendship thingy. ok. today is the 'opening ceremony' of the S³P (Supervised Self-studies programme) hope i got the name correctly. hehe. we had some food before we went to the library. then around 3.45pm, everyone was in the library and mr sng played music that are very...hm...how to say. music that can put you to sleep. haha...i TRIED to sleep, but, sleeping on the table was uncomfortable. so hard. how to sleep. so, i juz relax. maybe i wasn't sleepy, coz i juz wash up my face. lolz.
initally ph dun believe that i was in this programme. i heard him say 'huh!? shanlyn also in this programme??' haha....oh pls, i was not REALLY AS SMART OR AS OBEDIENT, lyk wat u think. haha...^.^ i'm quite lazy de leh...get distracted very easily. espcially when my bro is around. sometimes we are doing our work, but end up playing games. haha. well, for this first hour, everyone was REALLY focus in their work. but as the programme was ending, everyone was getting noisy. they were not focus anymore. maybe they finished their homework lor. or tired?? for mi, i was getting very cold. once i was cold, i couldn't focus that much, coz my hands will be very stiff, lyk freezing. haha
i find that this programme is quite good, so far. looking forward to this wed prgramme...hahaha...
Sunday, July 11, 2004
in reply to hui ping's question in her blog: halo ping ping o.0 l0lz. ok. i nm screamed '5566 wo ai ni!' while watching the NKF show. wanna get kill by my mum izit? haha...i juz 'AHHHHHHHH' only. hehe
ok, i left out yesterday entry coz first, i lazy to post. second, nothing much to post, and i dun wish to post juz one or two sentences. so, i will briefly write wat happen yesterday. well, i had a.maths lesson in the morning. as usual, she still nv tok to mi. fine. juz get used to it. afternoon, i had my a.maths tuition! wah, a.maths...a.maths..w0ah! l0lz. quite..hm...abit disappointed that he didn't turned up for tuition yesterday. haha...0ops! but yesterday it was kenna of funny during tuition, coz all the female students, including my tuition teacher, were wearing black. -.- i'm the only girl hu din wear black. i actually thought of wearing a black sweater. coz yesterday was real cold. but i decided not to. that's all for yesterday.
ok, today's happening! this morning, i quickly finish my homework in the last minute. coz at night i wun't be doing homework le, coz i want to watch tv. hhehe. but, i still didn't finish my english summary, coz i dunno how to do. haiz. hope tomorrow morning can finish in time.
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yup, juz watch the NKF juz now!! wah!!!!!!! xie zhi is very the shuai!! he cut his hair. :) :) oh my!! haiz...how i wish i was at there to see. l0lz. their first song is easy come easy go. ok, they lip-synced. but pls be more understanding. coz their dance for this song was really tiring. and it is really impossible to dance and sing at the same time. if they really do, i think one or two will be lost for words or danced wrongly. dun believe, u try to dance and sing for this song, see if u can do it perfectly. haha. second song is 'Shou Hou'. Nickel say that they sing live. erm..i nv notice it. coz i was looking at xiezhi...hAiz...*dReamin* l0lz. ai y0...at the ending part, they sang a new song, specially for this show, which is 'Yin Wei Ai' quite nice. but juz too bad, the hosts keep talking and talking and i really can't heard clearly wat they are singing. wah! :'( so frustrating! xiezhi was kind of funny at the ending. he and refu kept playing with those little girls' wings, which was attached at the back. haha....then xiezhi also made one funny action. ;) i saw toro and sun zhong at the show. not surprise to see sun zhong, but surprise to see toro there. i think toro fans also never thought that he will be there? ya, one more thing. remember the part where 5566 told all of the audiences to call the donation line? yup, the part where each of them have a handphone in their hands? if i never see wrongly, xiezhi should be using Nokia 6610! yUppy, mi using that kind of handphone. haha...ai ya, some of u might think 'no big deal la' haha...ya ya....i juz abit sotz. coz really got a long long time never see 5566 on tv!!
i was quite pissed off with stormrider! ok, if u dun lyk 5566, juz say it directly. juz be straight-forward. everyone also will surely dislike some celebrities. but for him, he was really sarcastic. i hate people being sarcastic. i wish i can ticked him off. how i wish i could slapped his face. u all might think that i'm over-protective. i admit. i admit i'm kind of die-hard fan. who will lyk it if they scolded or said bad things abt ur idols? if u say something negative abt my idols, ya, i will be angry. but stormrider was being really sarcastic. wah kaoz...ok. dun want to say it anymore. the more i say, the more i will be angry abt it.
Bye Bye~~!!!
[[5566]]--[[xiezhi]]--[[renfu]]--[[mengzhe]]--[[shaowei]]--[[xiaodao]]
[[handsome]]--[[cute]]--[[funny]]--[[talented]]--[[BEST!]]
Friday, July 09, 2004
haiz....again everyone was lyk not willing to tok to me again!!!! WHAT ON EARTH HAVE I DONE!!!?? i felt like i had offended them. can someone tell me wat is happening?!! suddenly like that, make me very lonely. haiz. ='(
anyway, BAD BAD BAD NEWS for Priston tale players. it is going to PAY TO PLAY!!!! free trial until 22nd july. after that, need to pay. haiz. so unfair!! i still at level 27! and i got lots of nice stuff in warehouse, waiting for me to use. haiz. hope ONE day, it will be free again.
i juz got a screen-capture of PT, not very nice though. i was using twist javelin. and juz nice it lag! so no monsters. idiot. the timing was not good....argh...haha...so, now played as much as you can before 22nd July!!
eRm..the pic is abit small. i resize until too small. hehe
ok, this screen capture is my bro's. he is hugging the bear! l0lz!
Thursday, July 08, 2004
discover your inner candy heart @ quiz me
i hate school!!! beginning to hate going to school.....feel like a lonely soul wondering around. trouble..trouble....fan..fan..fan!! arGh!!! dun know wat's wrong with me, always got trouble with my friends. haiz. teRrible....
can someone come and console me? or anyone kind to lend mi their listening ears? then i will juz blart out all my troubles. soon, white hair will grow. haiz.
Wednesday, July 07, 2004
l0lz...i'm going to put one more 5566 pic
sorri for non 5566 fans....coz now i'm really not in good mood. and i spotted this pic in file, so i juz feel lyk putting here. haiz. so, no offence.
anyway, the words i wrote my own, by using paint. i noe it's ugly. and 1 of them is missing!! xiao dao!! 0h oh...sorri xiao dao's fans. next time i will put the 5 of them de.
today i dun want to write. i juz want to post pics. haha...but those pics are nothing related to wat it happen today
haha...this is my MOST FAVOURITE AND PRECIOUS ALBUM..l0lz..
this is a mini basketball. available in NTUC or Shop N Save. haha...advertisement. l0lz.
kawali!!! so cute. ;) (thank y0u ileAna! =P)
Erm......h0pe my blog wun't lag due to the pictures. ok. have a nicE day!
Tuesday, July 06, 2004
y0z, i'm back again after..erm..1..2..3..3 days of missing-in-action. hahah....nah, i juz lazy to post, besides, there's nothing to post.
back to school after YOuth Day. wat's the point of having Youth Day, may i noe? students, or should i say teenagers nowadays got time or rather GOT celebrate Youth Day mar? we got nothing special from our elders. lolz. unlike children day, at least can celebrate. Youth Day, juz nothing. stay at home to study study. haiz.....haha. ok. today is the first day of Week 2. first day of the week, kenna stand in the hall, reason--> never bring thermometer. so embarassing! luckily two of my friends also forgotten to bring. so, three of us stood together. what a bad beginning of the day.
as usual, we had our lessons..english, physic, e.maths and so on. juz a normal typical school lessons in singapore. haiz, no choice, prelim, 76 days left! then s00n, 'O' levels! oh no!! time fly real real fast. juz lyk a bullet. juz one glance and it shot to the other end. we had our A.maths vector test. hm..quite ok. except for some. i got the answers for some questions correct, but not sure whether the working are prefect. anyway, today hn and xl got sort of 'quareal' well, i also dunno why or how it happen. i juz know that after english lesson, both of them became real silent. no conversation or laughing between them. that was unusual. mi and hn dunno wat exactly caused xl to be unhappy. but from wat i noe, xl thought mi and hn were toking bad about her. during english lesson, hn asked mi abt the social studies test on thursday. and xl thought we were saying abt her, coz after we had talked, hn gave xl a 'black face'. but wat hn told mi, she was feeling abit giddy, so maybe that the reason she looked abit glum, and xl misunderstood it. ai ya, juz some misunderstanding. however, this misunderstanding only solved during our remedial. so through out the day, hn was feeling very very bad. she dunno wat she had done that made xl unhappy, izzit becoz of wat she said or xl had problems with her other friends or wat. well, i did asked her if she had trouble, but she refused to tell mi. ok, i understand, maybe she dun felt lyking telling mi. it's ok. i wun't mind. coz usually when someone was feeling sad or unhappy or had troubles, they dun feel lyk toking about it. as long she was feeling okay now.
ever since that horrible fight happened, i hate to go to school. i used to love going to sch, coz it is a place where i can gather with my good friends, but now? that day was with him..today is xl...tml is with hu? i used to think that i had great friends, unlike my primary school. i was hoping that watever happened in my pri sch, will forever be history and not happen again. it was a dreadful thing when all ur friends betrayed u and stopped toking to u. u suddenly felt lonely. felt that the whole world hates you. that feeling was unable to describe. this dreadful feeling, i dun want it to happen again. maybe becoz of my pri sch's life, i always wanted to make myself strong. i scolded people fiercely if they bullied. i juz wanted to let them noe that i'm not a weak one. i'm not. after wat had happened, i suddenly realised that i dun actually noe my friends THAT well. i dunno. i juz had that strange thingy feeling that the history MIGHT happened. but before IT REALLY happen, i tried to do watever i can to stop it. ok, enough of this. hope that tomorrow will be a better day
i was really pissed off with some people. now the people were saying that 5566 shldn't be in NDP! wah liao, mind u...they come to singapore is to participate the CONCERT AT BAY not the real NDP in national stadium!!!! can't they make things clear before they complain!!!!!! haiz..i can go mad if this continues. so if you are reading this, remember, is CONCERT AT BAY, not NDP!
ok, enough of today post.
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Friday, July 02, 2004
ok. well...today i got my MT 'O' lvl oral. i was so nervous. mi and a groups of students were waiting in another classroom. i tried to calm myself down by reading...singing....breathe in.....jumping around. haha. haiz...the passage was ok for me. it was simple. juz that when i read out for the first few part, it was too soft..o0ps...then the teachers told mi to read louder. oh ya...those two examiners, one young and one old. well, i dislike the young teacher. i think she is from china, coz of her language. to me, she seem to be very proud. she seems to be very rude. she gave mi an unhappy and irritated look. and worst, she kept folding her arms and lie back the chair. argh...she made mi nervous and no confident. so almost the whole oral, i kept looking at the older teacher. she gave mi some confident. haha...but still, i forgot to say some points during the conversation part! hope this won't deduct some marks...tomorrow is the listening comprehension..hopefully can get full marks. haha.
ok, i will stop here for now!